A Twilight Story

Chapter 5: Feelings

-Alice POV-

I dropped off the clothes for Bella today and a pack of blood with another note from Esme. She isn't here this time. I do miss how Bella used to be. I really do. It kills me to see her this way. I start walking back to the house when I get a vision. I flash back to the house and look at Emmett, Jasper, Carlisle and Esme "Its Bella.. She is starting to become so depressed, she is thinking about going to the Volturi.. She cant live without Edward.." I start to panic, then a wave of calmness comes over me and I mouth thank you to Jasper. 

"She has to come here now then!" Esme said with fear in her voice.

I looked at Carlisle and he nodded, "As much as she needs to be here she can't, I don't want her feeling uncomfortable, I know how Bella deals with her problems. So everyone just needs to keep a watch on her. When she is in the meadow, at the cottage, when she walks in the forest, or drives somewhere, keep an eye on her... Because if Edward does come back and she is gone.. He will go too." 

We all nodded and went our ways, some to the cottage, some to the woods, some went to the trees, but Rosalie, she just went upstairs.

-Renesmee POV-

My mom wasn't around, nobody was at the house, I hadn't talked to Jacob since the other night in days, my dad was missing. I walk upstairs to find Aunt Rosalie and I go sit on her bed. 

"Hey Ness, everything okay?"

I shook my head as she pulled me to her and hugged me, "What's going on, you can talk to me."

"Well my mom hasn't been around. At all. I miss her. And I miss Dad. And Jacob is mad at me..."

Aunt Rose growled low, "Why is Jacob mad at you?"

"He proposed and I told him we cant get married right now because of the situation and he got mad..."

She rubbed my arm and kissed the top of my head, "Well he will come around Ness, I promise. He loves you, now about your mom, she is in depression honey, because of your dad. Now your dad killed some people, so that's why he left, but you know that. The thing is, well.."

She paused. "I really don't know what else to tell you, you just have to hope your dad comes back, and that this whole issue is solved soon." 

I tried not to cry as she rubbed my back and covered me up. "Its okay sweetie, I'm here."

-Rosalie POV-

I held Ness for the longest time. She was like my own little girl. I love her. But I just felt so bad for her. Her dad is gone, her mom is pretty much gone, that wolf of hers is mad. She has nobody. As for Bella, I understand she is upset, and I love Bella, but right now, we are always worried about her. I think about how Emmett and I haven't had alone time in months since Edward has been gone and now.. Now I might loose my brother, my sister, my husband, everyone around me.

Ness is the only thing still here for me. I'm just as lost as everyone else, but I refuse to get myself into that again. I take Renesmee's hand and put it up to my cheek as I see her saying she loved Jacob, and he said he loved her, then I see her crying in her bed for a long time after Jacob disappeared. Then I saw Bella sitting by the fire, lost at words and then Renesmee, I see her little heart, its broken emotionally. I put her hand down and lean my head against the pillow and think about what is going to happen next.

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