Female Robbery (Z.M)

07. fire meet gasoline

Alina P.O.V

Dreams.

Goals.

Hopes.

My life.

I said goodbye to all of it. As the airplane took off from the ground. I didn't want to cry anymore but I couldn't help it. Everytime I remember what my life is going to become. Still feels like I'm going to wake up from a dream soon, but I know that's not going to happen.

Zayn makes it hard to forget I'm here on this plane. I just want a few hours of rest before anything. I need a distraction.

"Alina." Zayn says my name breaking me out of mediation.

"Yes." I answer annoyed.

"Change your face its too pretty for it to be in a frown." He mumbles.

"Given the situation I can't seem to bother for another expression." I mutter acidly.

"You ever been kissed before?" Zayn brings up suddenly.

I'm perplexed by the sudden change of topic. Coming from him anyways. He did it so often also.

"Yes." I answer simply.

"By a man Alina. Not little schoolboys that don't know much besides yanking it up and down." Zayn pressed.

"No." I say hoping this subject changes.

"Come here." Zayn says in an authoritative tone. He held a hand out to me from the airplane bed. I had immediately went to lay on the couch refusing to be near him. After we had been done boarding.

Zayn is ludicrous if he thinks I'm going to him willingly. I stay put bluntly ignoring the request. That annoys him I could tell. I didn't care.

I hear shuffling until hands were grabbing my arms pulling me up. I tried to resist but Zayn's obviously more stronger than me physically. Without much of a fight he manages to pull me off the couch and onto the bed. My hands immediately pinned above me with his own.

It was no use to scream either. We're high up on the clouds. Zayn can have his way with me and there was nothing anyone could do about it.

"I can be gentle if you play along nicely without fighting." He leaned down to whisper in my ear. I shiver but it was because of disgust. There's no way, I could be attracted to Zayn, especially him being who he is.

"No I don't want too." I spat trying to loosen his grip. I could try all I wanted but not even an inch did he move.

"You might think I'm a monster and I'll admit it, I am. You wouldn't be the first girl I've been with by force." Zayn sneers violently, pushing my hands down and pinning me down with his own body.

I didn't want to panic but it's almost near impossible. I didn't want to do this. Not with him nor anyone else. I'm not a virgin but I didn't have a high body count. I don't mind sex with strangers I guess, hooking up is a thing were I live...lived.