Life is really what you choose to make of it honestly. You plan so much and put thought into a future that is truly out of your hands. I am happy for those who have been lucky to live the life they planned out.
I once had a mother and father who loved me very much. I will always love them but I'm not their daughter anymore. Even if I wanted too I couldn't go back to my old life. I don't want my old life back even though I long for it at times.
I have learned to adapt to my new reality. I embrace the women that I'm becoming because she is a survivor. Imagine having every single thing taken from you at one point. I have given up a version of myself that never stood a chance in this world.
I didn't think I could rise from that loss but I did and here I am today and I don't plan on falling anytime soon.
It's okay to be a human with a monster mask if that's what I need to survive. It tells me that I'm still under there, the perfect child I always was. The problem in this world are the one's who sold their souls to become monsters with masks of skin, with smiles to mimic the warm hearted. Perhaps one day we will forge a world safe enough for us all to be humans with human faces, to be feel at one with who we really are, with our true natures, and with nature herself.
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Female Robbery (Z.M)
FanfictionThe life of a teenage girl is forever changed when she is tragically kidnapped. (2018 Fanfiction Awards Best Zayn Fanfiction Winner) "Such a beautiful life came out of what was supposed to kill me." - Brittany Pearson Survivor of Human Trafficking S...