Female Robbery (Z.M)

30 ; the end

Alina P.O.V.

All good things come to an end and so did my time away from Derrick. Before that though I got to enjoy another month of freedom. I spent it of course living with the boys in Seoul and training everyday. After I helped them weaken their enemies strength hold, it was much easier for them to take back the control they needed.

I don't know if it was right or wrong what we did but I do know that if I need them one day. They'll be there.

JK and I have kept our distance since that day but sometimes at night he sneaks into my room. He always slips out before anyone can notice and around each other we act the same. It's been nice to not feel so alone but nothing changes in the end honestly.

Time has passed now but my feelings haven't changed and I hate that. I think I hate the fact that I don't know anything about his whereabouts. How he's doing or if he needs something. Then I get angry at myself because it's obvious he doesn't think about me the same way.

I think back to our last day and would change so much of it. Even if it doesn't matter now I would still change alot. I would make sure to enjoy that last day with him. I would stop myself from fighting as much and just make sure I got enough time with him. So now even though it's over, I would have some peace about it at least. I wouldn't torture myself with reliving those last moments.

A knock at the door interrupts my train of thought but I'm thankful for it. I don't want to keep thinking of a past that I can nothing for. I had my future to worry about and if I'm correct that should be Derrick.

"Come in." I call out loud enough to be heard. I stay sitting on my bed as Derrick walks into the room.

Nothing has changed really. He still looks the same as I last saw him and his icy blue eyes are just as electric. His hair needs a haircut from how long and shaggy it seems at the front.

I offer my best smile and try to appear happy. Which I am in a way. Finally all this hiding will be done and I can go back to living a somewhat normal with Derrick.

"How are you?" Is the first thing to come out of my mouth. Seriously of all things?

"I'm doing pretty well Alina. Are you ready to leave now?"

I wanted to say no, I wasn't. I think about how I'll miss having a routine and training with the boys. But I knew this wouldn't be forever. We all have to move on with our lives and even this too.

"Yes I am." I smile as I prepare myself to get off the bed but Derrick stops me. He then sits himself down next to me and I don't like the shift in the atmosphere.

"Are you sad Zayn isn't here to join us?" Derrick demands with a hard gaze and I feel like I've been slapped.

"I knew the whole time what was going on Alina. Did you think I was so stupid? That I would never suspect anything would happen. I honestly hoped you wouldn't dare but you did anyways." Derrick continued without missing a beat.

I will admit that I feel fear but not as much as I should. There's nothing Derrick can do to me now that would hurt more than what he already has done. He is trying to make me feel remorseful of my actions in hopes that I'll beg for his forgiveness. He wants to see me cower so if he really decides to lay a hand on me. I'll Forbes be under his thumb. I will not let him intimidate me, no man will ever exercise control like that over me again. Even if it means getting hands put on me I don't care. I know how to fight back now.