22 ; an opening

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Zayn P.O.V

I don't know what scares me more. Letting Alina in or letting the monsters in my head out.

I trust Alina to a point but how much do I trust myself?

I watch as Alina finishes her food, admiring the beauty in front of me. She always looks beautiful but tonight she really out did. I don't deserve this. She looks so perfect.

A slow song began to play, and we notice many couples get up, to head over to the ballroom. That gives me an idea even though I'm sure I'm gonna regret it.

"Would you like to dance?" I ask. Her eyes widen before a grin spreads out over her face.

"I'd love too!" She offers me a hand and I take it. We get up from the table to make our way to the dance floor. I try not letting the stares of people we pass by get to me. I feel a bead of sweat chase down my neck and all the hair on my body prickle. I itched to reach for my gun but I shove those thoughts out.

Alina or I weren't in any danger at the moment. Feeling self-conscious triggers my flight or fight instincts. That's something I couldn't help.

Once on the dance floor I place both hands on Alina's waist and she wraps hers around my neck. It was like we both knew what to do. Immediately we just sway side to side moving around so we weren't in just one place. I didn't know how to dance which I'm positive at this point, Alina realizes it.

She laughs after I apologized for the 5th time for stepping on her foot.

"How many people have you been with?" I finally ask after a few times going around the room. I was honestly just curious.

"Why do you say people?" Alina snorts which causes her eyes to wrinkle.

"I don't know your sexual orientation and I don't want to just assume." I answer. She nods understanding what I meant.

"That's thoughtful," Alina comments then licks her lips, before continuing to answer, "obviously I like guys and I have been with a few. Not above ten for sure. I like girls too and have only been with like two. So I'm bisexual I guess."

That response genuinely shocked the hell out of me. I hadn't thought about Alina being into girls nor did she put off that vibe. Now that I knew this I wouldn't stop thinking it.

In my mind I fantasize about Lauren and Alina kissing on a bed in lingerie. That made my cock twitch while a shudder travels up my back.

"You were picturing me with a girl weren't you." She teases me all knowingly.

"You can't blame me. I think any lad would be ecstatic to hear their girlfriend likes pussy too." I chuckle but we both freeze when I stop talking. Alina's eyes glisten while her cheeks fill up with colour.

"I like that you called me that." Alina admits.

"I do too." I  answer sincerely.

"What about you? Have you ever experimented with the other side of the spectrum." Alina asks curiously zeroing her eyes in on me.

"No." I snap immediately. I wasn't bothered that she asked but I want to clear that up right away.

"Relax I am not questioning your manhood." Alina laughs out loud reaching up to kiss my cheek. I smile the moment her lips touch my skin and turn to steal one kiss off her lips.

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