In love with a maid??

Chapter 57 Elias's P.O.V. ~Last Chapter~

"You do?" I manage to ask in complete utter shock.

She nods slowly.

"I-i do" she speaks softly.

"But" she continues breaking eye contact.

I knew there was a but.

I knew there was something.

It seemed way too good to be true.

"I can't be with you" she informs.

When I heard those words it was as if something in me shattered.

It hurt.

I had never felt this way before and I had no idea what to say or what to do.

I was speechless.

I felt stupid.

Both humiliated and in pain because I had just gotten rejected by the girl of my dreams.

Who I once had not to mention, and stupidly lost.

I felt like a total idiot.

I was completely useless in this situation, so I just stood there frozen my expressions probably showing off every emotion I was feeling right now.

I was transparent, like glass.

"I'm sorry Elias-I just can't put myself in that position of getting hurt and feeling unprotected along with abandoned again. It's not something I have I go through" She pours out.

"It isn't something I want to go through ever again as a matter of fact" she adds.

"I'm sorry, I-i hope you understand" her voice cracks causing my heart to do the same.

I look into her eyes full of tears, fighting back my own.

I let out a shaky breath un-aware I had been holding.

"I-"

"Y-yeah"

"I understand"

I manage to say with a nod.

Right when I couldn't handle or hold in what I was feeling I ran off.

I just left.

There wasn't any point of staying.

There was no point of anything anymore.

That was it.

It was over.

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Analia's P.O.V.

I shut the door close.

With my back against it I just sit there infront of the door.

Letting the tears out freely.

I loved him, I did.

But I didn't want to get hurt.

I didn't want to feel used.

I didn't want to feel un-loved or like I wasn't enough.

I forgive him for what he did, maybe not fully but I'm getting there.

I'm just too afraid to give us a chance again.

And after everything I went through with him, I just can't handle that right now.

Sure my chest hurts like never before because of the pain I was currently feeling, but it was not as worst as risking going back with Elias Richardson.