Forever

Chapter 20-Shitty sister

Walking down the stairs in a 'I love New York' jersey from when we all went on a family trip and some black plants. I looked much better than I did before, with my hair done and some light makeup on. There were still a couple of bodies laying on the floor, but not as many. Harry was still in the kitchen, emptying all the cups in the trash can. 

"Im back" I said. He looked up from cleaning and looked at me. "What can I do first?" I said with way to much excitement to clean my messy, disgusting house. "How's about we clean up the body's around the house?" He chuckled. "Okay" I can't bare to look at him. What I've done, i'll regret. I know that I was drunk but that's no excuse for what I have done. I should have stopped liking Harry ages ago, before something like this happened. Ellie is going to freak. She wont be able to look at me ever again.

We both walk into the living room with our heads down to the ground. Looking up slightly, I see Harry's face. He looks so disappointed with himself. I don't want to see him like this. I don't want to be like this either. I don't want to have to go through this everyday I see him. It's not right. "So how are we going to tell...Ellie" I gulped at the thought of telling her. I ran through my mind on how she'd react.

First, she'd probably just stair at me for 5 minutes. Then she'd slap Harry across the face and walk into the kitchen. She'd get a plate and smash it over my head (as she has done before). Then cry for weeks, tell my parents and i'd be on the next flight to England. And I can't wait to tell her how I slept with her boyfriend. "We'll figure it out soon" He replied, shaking one of Ellie's best friends to get up. "Soon? When exactly is that going to be? I want to tell her as soon as she walks through that door on how shitty of a sister I am. How I've done possibly the worst thing a sister could ever do in the whole world of sisterhood!" I yell slapping my hands on my thighs. Here I go again, in panic mode. Luckily, Harry ran over and caught me before I could fall again. His arms wrapped around my waist and our faces inches apart. 

"T-thank you" I stuttered as he lifted me back up. Our eyes meet for a moment before we snap back into reality. God it's so hard not to be in love with this boy. But I know that I need to stop. "It's alright. You go and lie down and I'll finish up this god damned mess of a house" he said. I nodded and walked up the stairs, not before taking one last loving look. That was the last time I would ever look at Harry that way again.

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"I HATE YOU! HOW COULD YOU! YOUR MY SISTER FOR GOD SAKE! JESUS CHLOE HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! AND YOU! YOUR MY BOYFRIEND! YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY BABY SISTER WHEN SHE WAS DRUNK! WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT! YOUR BOTH SICK! I HATE THE BOTH OF YOU SO MUCH!" the pain in her eyes makes me want to vomit. It hurts me mentally and physically seeing my sister like this and knowing that I am the cause of this makes it so much more worse. "Im sory Ellie I really am I-" I sobbed, begging for her forgiveness. "Do-don't say another word you dirty little slut. I don't want to even look at you right now" She cut me off and held her hand to my face. 

"NONE OF THIS WAS HER FAULT ELLIE! DON'T BLAME IT ON HER! DON'T SPEAK TO HER LIKE THAT!" Harry did'nt speak until now. He was shouting and screaming in Ellie's face protecting me. His warm arm backed me away from my sister trying to slap me in the face. He made me feel safe. She turned and glared at Harry. If looks could kill, Harry would be dead in a second. "Now your sticking up for her? Protecting her? Aw how sweet of you. You actually care about someone for once Harry. What a change!" She paced up and down my bedroom, then moving closer to Harry. Her fists clenched in anger, ready to throw a punch. 

"Harry it's okay" I said moving his arm away from my waist. He moved it back without hesitation. "No it's not okay" He turned to me and cupped his hands in my face. "You should never be talked to like that. Ever. So no it's not okay" Ellie began to scoff. "You know what? I'm not even going to bother trying to argue with you two anymore. I'll just leave you two love birds alone" She said before walking out of the room, slamming the door shut behind her. I watched her as she walked out of the door broken. The tears came flooding from my eyes and I cried into Harry's chest. He moved his hand through my hair and whispered 'shh' in my ear. 

"She hates me. My own sister hates me" I cried into Harry's chest. He moved my head from his chest and cupped his hands around my face again. "You did nothing wrong Chloe" He looked me directly in the eyes. "She doesn't hate you. She...Shes just really, really pissed. You know how girls are. She'll get over it, don't worry" after he spoke, he kissed my check and out foreheads touched. How was she going to get over this? The way she looked, they way she spoke. It's like she was broken.