Forever

Chapter 3-In the classroom

"C'mon we'd better get to class before you say or do something stupid" Gemma said hitting my arm.

She was referring to Harry. I haven't spoken to him in years why would I decide to say something now. Its even worse trying to talk to him now. All that would run through my mind would be that dream. As I was walking behind Jemma, I took one last glance at him. And he I swear he was looking at me. For a split second. My heart jumped out of my chest and I quickly turned back around and walked faster to catch up with Gemma.

"That was strange" I said to myself not realizing that Jemma was stood in front of me.

"What was strange"

"Ah nothing" I covered up quickly.

I didn't want her to think that I was that into him when really i am. I really wish he wasn't in any of my classes. that would make my life so much easier. Whenever he's in my class i always look at him.

Whether hes sitting at the back, the front or the middle of the class i cant help but just look at him. This is bad even for me just liking a boy this much but my sisters ex boyfriend. That's totally not cool.

"Ok everybody, turn your books to page 45 and read on to page 56" Mr Holland says to the class.

Since this was history we were studying the second world war. Which is so boring I want to die. But luckily I sit at the back of the class and Harry sits in the front which makes it so much more easier to look at him without getting caught. Unfortunately my sister is in this class.

Shes in the year above but she sits in the classes and study's the teaching skills of Mr Holland. She wants to be a history teacher. I have no idea why its so boring. Ellie used to sit next to Harry when they were dating but now she sits two seats away from me and Gemma sits next to me.

Gemma catches me looking at him sometimes but she doesn't notice how much I do it. And thank god she doesn't.