A/N- Okay so I stole something from Gossip Girl in here only because I couldn't think of a better kind of story line.
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What would I begin to say?
I don't even know myself where Harry and I stand. I could never go anywhere with him since Ellie. If we did go somewhere, what the hell would that say about me. I'm going to be the whore of the year if I carry on like this.
"So Harry. I just wanna know where we stand. I know what you said to me yesterday but I don't know if you really meant it. Honestly, I don't know if we could go anywhere in a relationship because of Ellie. If she freaked about me and you sleeping together, then what is she going to think about us together" Releasing a long breath.
"Good good. Now if you say it exactly like that then you'll be fine" Gemma smiled.
Standing in the hallway waiting for our Spanish teacher call us into class, Gemma and I have been practising how I would start off this rather awkward conversation with Harry. I've gone over it about a thousand times in my head but when I actually confront him I know that I'll fuck it up before I can even get a word out.
Why is it so hard for me to just say that. I mean, he's a human being and so am I. So how hard can it really be?
Apparently very. I did try and talk to Cody before we got together about where we stand in the relationship because he did previously date my best friend. And look where we were, together. I know, I'm a shit best friend and an ever shittier sister.
As the teacher stepped out of the classroom, she motioned us to enter.
Spanish wasn't any better than Physics. Although Ellie and Harry were'nt in here, Cody was. Thankfully he sits across the room from me so I don't have to look at him or speak to him unless I'm instructed too.
Whenever I look up from my work to see Gemma, I always catch Cody's eyes looking at me. Since Gemma and Cody sit next to each other, it's a little hard for me to not notice him.
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"Remember you have a Spanish test on Monday! Revise hard and learn your words!" The teacher's voice echoed across the classroom as we all shuffled out of our seats.
"You coming out later Tanner?" James called from behind me. I turned around on my heel and faced him.
"Me?" I questioned.
Yes you Chloe. Is anyone else called Tanner in this class? Think girl, think.
"Yeah, you"
I looked around to make sure he was asking me. I talked to James in class and we did go out for the occasional drink or two...maybe three....okay we got really really drunk on those weekend we went out. But that was before the new semester started.
"Where?" I asked as we walked side by side out of Spanish and into the hallways. Gemma went off with Kelly, probably to gossip about Marcus or whatever.
"Our usual place Chloe. Where else!" Leah's voice excitedly screeched behind me.
What I didn't notice is that the people that I used to hang around with where all walking behind James and I.
Okay I know what your thinking. Yes I used to be a drinker. But that was back then, before things changed.
"Look I don't know guys. Things are different now. I've stopped..." I looked up from the floor and looked at James' face. His mouth was open and so was Leah's. Didn't they know that I stopped? Guess not..
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Fanfiction"I've done some fucked up things in the past I know that Chloe. But this, what were doing isn't. I know we're hurting your sister but I don't care about her. All I care about is you. You've made me into a better person and fuck, I never thought I co...
