SHINee oneshots |completed|

Key x Reader #3 (sad)

Strange noises everywhere. Muffled crying and screams. Blacking out and waking up again. Why were everybody screaming? Why didn't they stop? Why were these strange voices calling your name? And Kibum's name? STOP IT! WHAT DO YOU WANT! WHERE ARE YOU!?...why didn't the pain stop?

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You woke up in a bed all alone. You felt dizzy and your vision was blurry. There was so much light and a constant beeping sound on your left side caught your attention. You slowly turned your head and saw a heart monitor. You wanted to lift your hand up to your eyes to rub them, but saw something attached to your finger. You shoot up on the bed, but immediately fell back down, loudly groaning in pain. Your heartrate seemed to go up as a nurse suddenly ran into your ward

"Ms -(your last name)-, you're up! How are you feeling?"

You tried to recall what happened. It must've been pretty bad since you were in a hospital.

"What happened?" you muttered quietly.

"You were in a car crash ms L/n. Can you remember now?"

Oh how you remembered. The pictures came back to your head as you remembered Kibum. Blood dripping and no response.

"KIBUM! WHERE IS HE!? IS HE ALRIGHT?!" you yelled in flustration and tried to get up, only to be stopped by the nurse and a sharp stomach pain.

"He is alright. He woke up a few hours ago and is moving around. You need to stay here for a while. Your injury was really bad and it was only sheer luck that you survived. The car drove into your side of the car which also resulted in some inside blood loss. I'm recommending you to move as little as you can to prevent the stitches from loosening or snapping." The nurse smiled at you while holding your hand.

"Can I at least see Kibum?"

"Yes, he and your parents are in the hallway. I'll invite him in."

You watched the nurse open the door and saying Kibum's name. The nurse moved aside and in came Kibum, with tears in his eyes. He had some bandages around his head and a few patches on his face. He limped in with a plastered leg, still trying to learn how to move with his crutches. He was clumsy, but made it to the chair next to your bed.

He didn't even say anything, he just bent over and hugged you so thightly, you thought you were going to choke. Soon you felt his tears running down your neck.

"I thought I lost you... Please forgive me...I love you...I'm so sorry..." he sobbed quietly.

You felt tears creeping up as you hugged him back. "I'm here okay? You didn't to anything wrong. Besides I was more afraid of losing you. You didn't see what I did..."

At that, Kibum let go of you and cautiosly sat on the chair, holding your hand. "When I woke up, they said you were being operated with 30% chance of survival...I was driving the car, but got out with nothing serious... You were the one on the operation table, fighting for your life... That should've been me...Do you know how heartbroken your parents were, hearing this? But they didn't even blame me. They didn't blame anybody. I know... I was quilty, I should've checked the road more..." Kibum broke down in tears.

You couldn't stand looking at him like that. "I'm alive and that means there was still something left for me, because I weren't taken away. I think that's what matters," you said, running your hand through his hair. "What about your parents? And what about the other driver?"

"My parents are also here and waiting to see you. The other driver survived without no serious injuries as well. I apologized to him and promised to pay for his new car. He is a good guy. We talked everything through calmly and agreed with eachother's opinions. He asked me about you and when I told him, he suddenly got up and said he was ready to donate blood or whatever it takes to save you..."

You were really glad to hear that. You were glad that everything was okay.

"I'll call our parents in, they are probably drowning in their worries." Kibum took his crutches and pushed himself up.

"How bad is your leg?" you asked before he could limp away.

"Nothing serious. Don't worry," he smiled.

How can you not worry?

He struggled to open the door at first, but got it eventually. Your parents stormed in like crazy, almost pushing Kibum over and were followed by Kibum's mom and dad. You were overflowed with questions, hugs and kisses.

Kibum watched all of that from afar. He was happy seeing that his parents also cared about you. What he needed now, was the right moment.

"How are you feeling? Does it hurt somewhere? Do you want something to eat? To drink? Are you cold? Do you..."
"MOM! Hold on for a minute! Everything is alright. Yes my stomach hurts a bit, but that's natural. I'm warm and I don't need anything. You can stop worrying," you laughed.
"How can I stop worrying?! You were in the grave with one of your legs an hour ago!"

You looked at your father, who was only shrugging and smiling. He was just genuenly happy to see you alive. Mothers tend to overreact.

You catched Kibum limping back to the chair, sitting down again as he sighed deeply. You looked at him with a worried expression, but he took your hand and smiled. He lifted his head and started talking.

"I'm glad to see that we are here like a family. You don't blame anyone in that accident, but I know I'm responsible. I only wanted to give her a surprise, a night she would always remember, although I'm sure she'll remember THAT, I still want to do what I planned."

Kibum reached for the nightstand and pulled out the cat plush.

"-(plush name)- ! How did you get it back?"

"I asked one of my friends to bring it for a special occasion," he said as he glanced down to it.

You saw the plush holding a little black box. Kibum looked at you and opened the box.

"Will you marry me?"

You cried. That's why he had been so nervous during your date. There was no manager problems.

In the box was a beautiful diamond ring. You looked at yours and Kibum's parents. Both mothers were crying and both fathers were hugging their wives.

"So?"

You looked at Kibum, tears of happiness falling from your cheek.

"Of course you little goofball!"

Kibum couldn't hold back his tears as he slipped the ring onto your finger. He cupped your face and you shared a deep kiss. As he pulled away to hug you he said:

"I was planning to take you to the lake. Our first meeting spot. I would've never guessed I'd propose you in a hospital after a car crash, which almost took you from me, but now I know... I love you even more than I thought was possible."