i wait for you,
as you're tossing clothes out of your
dirty closet.
you sniff some items once,
make a disgusted face,
and toss it in a pile.
standing close to you makes me anxious,
and i have to hold my hands
to keep it from trembling.
you give me a gray, oversized shirt,
and a white hoodie.
both of the clothes are much bigger than my size,
but i wear them anyways.
i decided to wear my old, black leggings.
the clothes smell freshly of your cologne,
and the size and the familiar scent
comforts me.
when i am finished changing,
you take one look at me and smile.
"what?" i ask you.
"nothing," you reply, but you continue smiling.
you head off to the bathroom,
with your new clothes in hand.
"where is your brother?" i ask,
after get out of the bathroom.
"he's on some school field trip.
my uncle's picking him up tomorrow
so he can hang out with him and my uncle's family.
i have the house to myself with my mom until then."
we stand uncomfortably,
and you point at your bed.
"all yours," you say,
and i shake my head.
"it's your bed.
i'll sleep on the sofa for today," i argue.
"nah, it's fine. my bed's pretty comfy,"
you say back,
and that settles everything.
it feels weird being
in your house again.
i figured you moved back,
when you found your mom
and returned to seoul.
whenever you talk to me,
i feel butterflies in my stomach
swarming around again.
i want to forget about you,
but i always wander off to you again.
you walk past by me,
heading off to the living room.
my thoughts stop.
i smile quietly to myself because
your shampoo smells of coconut.
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Fanfictioni want to love you again. but how can i do it, when you've hurt me so much? ㅤㅤㅤㅤ+ sequel of "evanesce." a kim taehyung fanfic. ©95STIGMA