I was actually excited when Zoe told me she wanted to do Vlogmas. It would be a challenge for me, but I was always up for those. I decided I wanted to put a little spin on the original idea of vlogging until Christmas though. Whatever that small twist was though I had no idea.
Zoe and I didn't really do anything all day but edit videos. I was halfway through editing my main channel video that was going up on Friday when Zoe got a phone call. She answered it and I tried not to listen but she was right there in the room, it was a little difficult.
"Hi Louise! How are you?" she asked perking up at the voice of Louise. I smiled, I was glad that Zoe had so many good friends to be there whenever she needed them. "Oh well I'm with Alfie now, I can though. That sounds like fun! Actually, yes I will," she said with a smile. It was really interesting to hear the conversation from only one point of view and try to guess what was being said on the other side. "Bye Louise!" she said cheerifully before hanging up.
I turned to her and she knew I had heard everything. "What was that about?" I asked anyways. I wanted to know what Louise had been saying.
"Well, Louise invited me to spend the next few nights at hers. She wants to film some videos so we can start our cool new idea on her second channel. Do you mind?" she asked shutting her computer and starting to pack things up.
"You have to go now?" I asked standing up and walking over to where she was standing in the corner of the room. I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her neck softly. "I'll miss you," I whispered under my breath in her ear.
She turned around in my arms to kiss me on the lips before saying, "I'll miss you too." She then slithered out of my grip to continue packing. I sighed. Even though Zoe and I were constantly together it felt like we were always apart.
Zoe lived at mine for a lot of the time, but when she was at hers we were a two hour drive away from eachother. Now that she was going to Louise's we'd be even further. I knew I would see her soon, but it was still annoying how we weren't together all the time. That was what I really wanted.
"I'm sorry Alf," she said before kissing me softly on the nose and disappearing down the hall. I didn't even want to go to the door to say goodbye to her. I hated goodbyes. I looked out of the window after I heard the door shut and watched her walk out to her car. I had to keep reminding myself that I would see her soon.
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I sat back down on the bed and shut my eyes remembering how I had felt when Zoe and I first got together. It was after we filmed that Valentine's Day video together. But before Playlist Live. When we got back from Playlist, now that was when I felt like I never got to see Zoe.
We didn't spend all that much time together back then and the stretches when we were apart drove me crazy! I just wanted to be with her all time time. And my wish had come true. Zoe and I saw each other almost everyday now. But it wasn't enough. I wanted to be with Zoe always.
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