Goodnight, Carmilla

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I tried writing over and over and over trying to find the right words to describe what Carmilla means to me and what a huge difference it has made in my life over the last two years and I can't seem to be able to do it.

All I know is the show and the cast has made a bigger impact on my life than anything else ever has. And I have made some of the most incredible friends because of this show. I've become more than comfortable with my own sexuality thanks to the way the characters are written. Sometimes I think it's made a bigger difference for me and everyone else than all of you guys really realize.

I knew from the start there were only three seasons planned and it seems like the rest of season one and season two seemed to fly by and here we are. It breaks my heart that it's ending but all good things have to come to an end right? At least that's what I keep telling myself, we don't want to end up like Glee right?

And I expected to have the next couple of months to prepare myself for the end and then instead we are getting the episodes dropped in different acts instead which is great! But kind of a bummer because I don't want to say goodbye. I hate thinking about not seeing the cast work together again, I hate thinking about not seeing Hollstein anymore, and I hate just thinking about the show not ever being new again.

But as a fan of the cast I'm so happy for what it has done for them, being a gateway for more things and hopefully in the future even bigger and better things. And I can't wait to see where they all go.

And I really don't know what (else) to say! I can't find the right words to say so all I can think of to say now is...thank you.

Thank you Elise, Natasha, Annie, Kaitlyn, Matt, Aaron, Sophia, Sharon, Shannon, Nicole, and everyone else who has made even the tiniest appearances on the show for bringing the story to life so beautifully.

Thank you Jordan, Spencer, Steph, and everyone else on the crew working tirelessly behind the scenes to create this show that means so much to me and everyone. (Thanks U by Kotex too!!)

Thank you guys so so much. I feel like I can't thank you all enough for creating and bringing to life "the little webseries that could".

With all the love in the world,
Goodnight, Carmilla
-Caty❤️