drown (joshler)

part one

the hum of shitty LED lighting in a sad hospital in detroit bothered the hell out of josh. it did nothing to help him in his state of worry. he bounced his knee and pretended to read a shitty fashion magazine.
the shitty doctor would pop in the waiting room once and a while to deliever the same shitty news that they had no idea how long the surgery was going to take/it wasn't going well and that it was going to take longer than previously stated (even though there was never a time designated in the first place).
josh occasionally got up to get a drink from a shitty fountain and to aimlessly wander the halfway abandoned, yellow tinted, shitty hallways. the patients in their shitty rooms were almost sadder than the shitty hospital itself, some hairless, some who looked like their soul was forced out of their body and a hollow yet living carcass was left behind. it was, well, shitty.
josh should stop saying shitty so much.
as he walked the sad, narrow hallways several depressing patients caught his eye but no patients quite had josh stop dead in his tracks like patient 3009. the boy with brown hair and almost black bags under his eyes. the boy with the sad face and skeleton features. the boy who managed to look attractive laying in a hospital bed with tubes up his nose. the boy who had a machine that breathed for him and still managed to look peaceful as he rested in a shitty bed in a shitty room in a shitty hospital in a really fucking shitty city.
josh had a bit of a crush on patient 3009.

playlist:
DKLA by TROYE SIVAN
IDLE by SPOOKY BLACK
BITE by TROYE SIVAN
FLIGHT OF THE NAVIGATOR by CHILDISH GAMBINO
PULL by SPOOKY BLACK
SOLO by FRANK OCEAN