Not A Decision ✓

58. Warzone

Mackenzie

"Harry, have you seen my- guys where are..."

What laid before my eyes was the most bloodcurdling sight. I blinked a few times and rubbed my eyes. I had to be dreaming- a nightmare. It had to be, vampires didn't exist. They couldn't exist. The boys couldn't be vampires. I stared at the sight before me. They were all engorged in the blonde and brunette laid in between their arms. This had to be a nightmare.

I had been so troubled of leaving them they were now monsters in my dreams. I began to cede back steps going back to my bed. But I hadn't been quick enough. Zayn had caught sight of me and he dropped the wrist he had been overindulge in. His lips were lined with scarlet blood and his eyes were set on me. I gulped. I had to hurry up and wake up. I took a quick glance and before he could even see what I had in mind I made a run for it. I had to wake up.

I had made it only half way up the stairs when Zayn stood before me. I stood there frightened, he was going to kill me next. I took a step down and another. Zayn followed suit. His eyes covered care but who he was placed fear in me. I pinched myself and grimaced at the strength in it. But I was still there.

"Kenzie we won't hurt, I will never hurt you," Zayn came closer, too much to comfort. His hand came forward and cupped my face. I could feel his flesh against my own. His words carrying the smell of the metallic smell blood could only carry. I felt a tear fall from my eye. This was real. No, it couldn't be.

"This can't be real," I murmured to myself. Zayn raised my head so that I could look at him. His face was softened. No, I began to sob and tremble. Zayn began to pull me closer and I pushed him back. I stumbled back almost falling and Zayn dashed down and caught me. I pulled away repulsed of who he was. Of what they were. Niall, Liam, Harry and Louis had finally pushed away their desire for the ruby liquid they sought upon and all stood up away from from the motionless bodies. They were murderers. They were freaking murderers.

"Kenzie, it's not what it looks like," Harry took a couple of steps towards me and I took the same amount back. He stopped coming closer. His face was pained and so were the others.

"It' not. You were just sucking on them like fudging vampires. If that's not what you are then what are you then," I said loudly. My voice breaking.

"Kenzie, don't please don't," Niall pleaded and his eyes glassy. He walked closer and for a moment I forgot about the blood that laid on the collar of shirt, evidence of what I had just witnessed. I stared into his blue eyes pleading for me to let him closer. But the moment was just that. As he came only inches from me I moved back. Niall looked in verge of tears.

"Kenzie, listen to me, it's not what you're thinking. We're not murderers. We didn't kill them. They're alive we just compell them to sleep. We're not monsters," Liam had care less that I had not want them near me. He had his hands on the sides of my face. I cringed at his touch.

"Don't touch me. Don't come near me. I don't know who you are anymore," I said both scared and befuddled in how Liam knew exactly what I thought.

"Kenzie. Kenzie it's me, Louis," I shook my head, covering my ears with my hands. No, no I didn't want to hear anything anymore. I didn't know what was real and what was not anymore.

"Shut up! Shut up!" I said and began to run out towards the closest room I could lock myself in away from them. I ran and ran caring if they could catch up to me or not. I opened the nearest door and slammed it shut behind me, locking it. I slid down and began to cry. They had lied to me. I was stuck inside a pent house filled with vampires, there was no way out.

"Kenzie, Kenzie please come out of there," there was loud knocking on the door. Harry.

"Kenzie we know you're in there. If you lets us explain, and prove that your thoughts are wrong," Liam mustered. I did my best to stay quiet.

"My thoughts?" I asked.

"Her thoughts?" The other boys asked as well. It grew really quiet and I wasn't planning on opening the door. They probably had left, this gave me a chance to block the door way. I looked around and began to move the furniture around. The drawers, chest, vanity closet were all piled in front of the door. I moved towards the bed, pushing it towards the farthest corner and situating myself beneath the covers facing the door way. I had found a long umbrella i held in my right hand to defend myself. It didn't matter what they told me or what I had thought of them. They were vampires and they were monsters.

With my empty hand I searched through my clothes and I mentally hit myself for not grabbing my phone while I had the chance. How was I suppose to leave this place?

I heard a loud crash so I jerked my umbrella out ready to defend myself from anything and anyone. Then there was screaming joining it.

"What the hell do you mean you can read her thoughts?" I could tell it was Zayn.

"This was all your sodding fault! She would have never found out if you hadn't suggested bringing in take out," Harry's voice shook the place. I've never heard any of them so upset.

"I thought that I could facilitate things. I was getting good at handling her thoughts-"

"Why in the hell are you even in her thought. That's invading her privacy you arse," Niall yelled and I heard another crash. I was beyond frightened. They were stronger and quick and possibly could get through my barricade.

I had to find some way to escape.

"Kenzie, please let us in. Let me in. I won't hurt you." Louis knocked on my door. I opened my mouth and closed it just as fast as I had opened it. No.

"Kenzie, just please say something so we know you're okay," Louis pleaded urged me to speak for his sanity. Couldn't they tell if I was okay?

"I'm not okay. I want to leave, I want you to leave me alone," I yelled. I heard a loud thump and the frame that hung on the wall crashed down onto the hardwood floor.

"It's all your bloody fault Liam, I don't damn want to even see your face..." The rest was drowned out by distance. They were all enraged and blamed Liam.

"Kenzie," Niall tried next.

"Kenzie, please I never wanted you to see me like this. Ken, please, you promised you wouldn't leave us, please don't," Niall croaked. His voice set my own off.

"I don't think I can keep that promise anymore," I murmured to myself and rocked back and forth in fetal position. There was still knocking at my door with my name being called repetitively.

"Just leave her. She needs space right now. Its a lot to take in," I heard Zayn tell who I suppose was Niall still at my door.

I didn't think space or time could fix what happened. I didn't think anything could make me want to be near them anymore. How could they lie to me this way? I kept my eyes set on the entrance of the room. Sooner or later they were hound to come in, but by then I was going to have some plan to escape. Right now it didn't matter, nothing mattered. It was my life against there own and I was going to make sure it was mine.

I kept my eyes wide open on the entrance, if I had too I would stay awake all day or night. I didn't need sleep, I wouldn't be able to knowing who was under the same roof as I. But foolish as I was the body wasn't at the same level as my safety and soon my eyes began to tir.

"No, I can't go to sleep," I said drowsily a yawn followed. My hand soon came to waver in strength and the umbrella began to fall at my side. I tried to hold it up. But my eye lids grew heavy. It was a battle between sleep and safety, one sleep was winning. The saddest thing of all I didn't get to see who won...