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Min Yoongi [Suga] - BTS

This story goes out to : JennelleOrozco

I'm sorry if it's not your birthday when this is published. But if it is, yippee :) 

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You closed the door to your home with a sigh. Another day had just passed, just as any day would. You heaved your heavy feet across the floor, flinging your items into the places you would have usually placed nicely in the past.

Any moment from now, Yoongi would be home. Or at least, that's what you told yourself. For the past few days, you hadn't been able to even hear from him, let alone see him in person. You knew he had been in and out from the house, considering that you did the laundry. 

And let's just say that things weren't going very well on your end either. Someone was rude to you, your meal came later than usual, you had stepped in something unpleasant, and the list goes on and on from there. 

So you could guess that with the series of negative events that were constantly happening to you, as well as the absence of your beloved boyfriend, your mood was slowly beginning to deplete. Your motivation to continue life was slowly washing away, and you felt like there was nothing you could do about it. 

And so came that one day where you finally got to see him! However, he wasn't exactly the cute, relaxed person you remembered. He looked drained, probably tired from all the things from work that he wasn't telling you about. So as his loving other half, you decide to ask him what was wrong.

"Why do you have to be so nosy?" he snaps. And saying such a phrase to someone already as exhausted as you only rubbed more salt into the wound.

You start off by saying that you had been waiting patiently for him. All this while, you've had to deal with unpleasant happenings being thrown at you left, right and center alone. You've been having to fight off the demons that were eating away at your soul alone.

"It's all about you, isn't it?"

And what a splendid choice of words that came from his mouth. And it wasn't exactly the words that hurt you the most, but rather it was the person that said them. The person you fell in love with. The person you had trusted all this while not to break your heart. 

And what a great job he's done with that.

He gets up and walks out the door. That should have been your doing, but you were just too shocked as his words. You started to cry, something you haven't done in a while. 

The thoughts of all your flaws and imperfections start floating around in your head. They ended up as one big clump that soon clouded all the thoughts of happy moments you'be ever had. 

Suddenly, it seemed as if your life was spiraling down into a black hole. You looked yourself as not pretty enough, not smart enough, not thoughtful enough - pretty much not enough to be worthy of a life on earth.

So what else could you do if you weren't worthy of a life on earth?

[~As aware as I am that this is pretty short compared to my other stories, I just wanted to say that everyone is put on this earth for a reason! Maybe you haven't found yours yet, but this is when hope comes into play! Maybe I'll write more about this topic in the future :) Till the next time I write~]

○ Kat ○

P.S : tbh, I'm not very good at writing angst XD 

P.SS : if you're ever having negative thoughts, don't be afraid to message me :) Also, if you've ever had positive thougts, don't be afraid to message me either XD