Lern Jergi imagines (2)

Scared of happy

"Laurennnnn, carry meeee?" You heard Camila ask your girlfriend, making you feel kinda hurt.

The pair of them had always been close, and you were fine with that. They were best friends, but recently, you had seen a difference.

They seemed to be more flirtatious, both in front of and behind the camera's. Therefore, people instantly believed that there was something going on with them both. It was starting to bug you. After all, Lauren was your girlfriend, not Camila's.

"Sure Camz, jump!" You heard your girlfriend reply, lifting the younger brunette into her arms and giggling with her as they joked around in the hotel lobby.

The girls had just finished a local radio interview, and you were now all back in their hotel, having time to relax and do what they wanted.

You had sad eyes, watching the two brunette girls have fun together, laughing and joking flirtatiously. Then, you felt a small hand on your shoulder, making you come out of your day dreaming state.

"You okay sweetie?" The momma of the group, Ally, asked.

"Yeah i'm fine Al..." Was all that you said, pretending to be okay. "I'm going back to the room."

With that, you walked to the elevator and pressed harshly on the call button. Your girlfriend was too busy with Camila to even noticed that you had left. So, when the doors slid apart, you stepped inside and didn't look back. Pressing the button to the floor you were staying in, the doors closed once more and you headed to your room.

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About twenty minutes later, you were sat on the comfortable sofa and crying into your hands. Overthinking was a habit of yours, and you were scared that Lauren was going to leave. Leave you for her gorgeous best friend.

You were trying to control your breathing, when you heard the door handle being pushed down and the door swinging open.

"Hey pretty, you're here! wanna come get something to eat-" The singer greeted, dropping her bag at the doorway, then she stopped. Realizing that you were upset. "Y/n? Babe? What's up?!"

You buried your head in your hands, shaking your head from side to side. "No-nothing."

She looked to you in concern, walking closer and sitting by your side on the sofa.

"Hey, princess, tell me what's wrong...you know I hate to see you cry."

"I do- don't wanna ta-talk." You mumbled, turning away from her.

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"Why are you pushing me away babe, talk to me." She pleaded, placing her hand against your shoulder.

"be-because i'm scared."..."I'm scared of lo-loving you, and then something happening, or you have to le-leave."

"Y/n, wait!"..."what's this about?"

"I've seen the way you look at her Lauren!"..."Like she puts the fvcking stars in the sky!" You confessed.

"Wha-huh?"

"and all of your fans want you to leave me!"..."The-they all wou-would prefer you to b-be with her!" You continued, feeling your voice start to crack with emotion.

"Oh, Camila."

"Yes Camila, or should I say Camz."

Lauren instantly took you into her arms, repeatedly kissing your cheek. "Babe. I promise, from the bottom of my heart, there is nothing. and I mean nothing going on with Camila and I."

You sighed.

"Look, I'm with you. I have feelings for you. Immense feelings actually, you're the one who puts the stars in the sky. You're the one who means the world to me. You y/n, not anyone else."

You looked into her emerald gaze, instantly calming down and feeling bad for being so jealous.

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"I'm sorry for being jealous."..."I think i'm just scared of being happy." You confessed, wrapping your arms around her waist. "That's why i'm so overprotective and paranoid."

"Hey, baby...I know that people have hurt you in the past. However, I am nothing like those people...I swear to you y/n, I love you so so much." She promised, pulling you onto her lap and wiping your tears. "I get jealous too you know." She added.

You looked up to her with a confused expression. "Huh?"

"I get jealous, all the fvcking time...I mean, the other day when that waiter was flirting with you. I wanted to beat the crap out of him." She explained.

"Really?"

"I love you." Was all that she said, making your heart practically melt.

"and I love you."

"Then, that's all that matters baby."..."Just you and I."

She kissed the top of your head, and then you looked up to her with tears in your eyes. "Promise Lo?"

As she nodded her head in reply, the singer wiped away the tears from your swollen red cheeks. "I promise you baby girl."