•Look me in my eyes• ---Book one---

•A kiss will do•

                Cayden's Pov
We danced for what felt like hours. I didn't want to stop, but at some point all things come to an end. She stopped and looked up at me.

"What?" I asked.
"Nothing really." She said. "Is this some sort of apology?" She asks. She did deserve an apology and there was only one way to give it to her. I wasn't considered drunk but I was sober. Things felt off and I wasn't thinking straight.

"Why don't we go grab a couple of drinks?" She asks. I look at her thinking that it was a bad idea both of us being drunk. But then again I wasn't thinking at all. I let her grab a few drinks, I lost track after 3. She looked at me with cute eyes and said to me " Wanna try something?" I didn't know what she was talking about. I was to busy looking for jayda or someone to come get her. She could no longer be under my supervision.

"Yea sure whatever." I mumbled. She proceeded to take my hand and pull me against the crowed.

"Excuse me, Sorry, My bad." Was all I kept saying. She took me upstairs and into the hallway. She headed into the direction of Josh's parents room. And opened the door.

"Woah wait what are you doing?" I ask.

"Just trust me." she said. She closed and locked the door behind us. I began to worry but didn't think much of it. I turned around as she walked past me to turn on the light. She walks up to me and looks at me again. She takes the beer bottle out of my hand and places it nicely on the coffee table. She runs her hands down my chest I couldn't help but to shake, giving me weird feelings.

"Do you....... Do you wanna do something?" She asks me.

"Like what?" I ask. She looks down still rubbing her hands on my chest. Her hands lead down as the shakes grew. She stuck her hand up my shirt and slowly started pulling it off. I should stop her but I didn't. Something told me this was wrong. I put my hand on her cheek and looked at her. I knew exactly what she was leading to. She then lifted my shirt over my shoulders and gave me a look. I hoped it would stop here but it didn't. It was my turn and I didn't know what to do. She's not like other girls if I made one wrong move I could hurt her.

"I can't do this." I said.

"Why not it's gonna be fun." She said.

"No I'm just not for it right now." I said. She looked down and walked over to the window. She stared out there for a little then closes the curtains. She turns and looks back at me. I noticed how beautiful she looked. She looked different and not herself.

She slowly started to pull the straps off her dress, revealing nothing but her bare back. She had worn nothing underneath. I was staring at both but her tanned thin body that I want so bad. But I can't do this. She walks over to me and I couldn't help but look down and stare. This is what happens when you decide to get drunk I told myself. Then she picked up were she had left off ignoring what I said. She unzipped my pants pulling them down.

"Your going to." She whispers in my ear as she leans against me. Making my move, I pick her up and gently place her on the bed. We stare at each other for sometime then she starts to rub my head as I laid on top of her.

She leans in closer and whispers into my ear once more. "I want you to lay your manhood on me as hard as you can. Your being timed." She says. This isn't the Abigail I knew at all. For once I felt scared. I went in and kissed her neck for some time it tasted sweet and soft. I bit and nibbled a little but not to much. She pulled my hair as she groaned, closing her eyes. I went further down to her stomach as she was still holding on to my hair, bracing herself for what was about to happen next. I stopped in between and looked up at her. She was panting out of breath and I hadn't even started.

"Why'd you stop daddy?" She asked. I look at her.

"I told you I can't do this." Before she could stop me or do anything else I got up off the bed. I grabbed my pants and shirt and put them back on. She looked upset, but I had to be the one to suffer. She gets up and puts her dress back on covering everything again.

I walked back downstairs to go find Jayda. I stop someone who I thought might know her.

"Hey man, do you know where Jayda or Jackie are?" I ask him.

"Oh I think they left said something about one of there friends leaving with some guy." He says to me.

"Ok thanks." She was left with me and I couldn't abandon her at this party. I managed to convince Jackson to bring her with us. Her house was to far away so it made more sense to bring her back to my place.

"Fine." He said. But no throwing up please this is my moms car.

We gotten to the car and she stopped.

"What's wrong?" I ask her.

"I brought my sister with me. I can't leave her." Her regular voice was back. I left to go look for her sister and brought her back to the car. We drove off and headed back to my place.