10:31 a.m [#Wattys2018]

3 - Finn

Why did she survive?

"How the fuck did she survive?" I asked myself out loud once I was in my car. Jace had left about twenty minutes ago and he had no idea that I was going to be there.

After I shot her, I smiled victoriously thinking that she was dead which meant, Diana would go back to Jace and have me on the side as long as he didn't find out again.

My phone buzzed with another text from Miranda.

From: Miranda

You don't deserve to see him. He is mine. You lost all rights when he fucked my step-sister who was also my best friend.

I hadn't even been allowed in the hospital. She had made sure that I couldn't be there but of course, Jace was there.

Maybe I should kill him next. Have Diana all to myself.

But she didn't love me. She never did. Texting her right after I shot Rebecca, she said that she wanted to focus on herself and also that she never loved me.

That day, I drowned myself in cocaine and booze. Jace hadn't been talking to me since I first met the bitch and Diana had stopped answering my calls and texts after about two weeks.

From: Kenny

Come by after 11

I smiled in relief at the message from Kenny. He had been selling me drugs for the last few months and he always had the best shit.

Having about 6 hours to kill, I decided to go and pay little miss Rebecca a visit. I wanted to see how she was doing and make sure that she didn't talk, even if that meant that I had to kill her, for sure this time.

I saw Jace and Henderson's car as soon as I entered the parking lot. Creeping into the hospital that I had been in the last week or so, hoping that she wouldn't change after Jace told me how bad of condition she was in.

Walking up to the floor, I saw some blonde guy talking seriously with Jace. He looked pissed... I mean absolutely livid.

Leaning in a little closer, I tried to see if I could hear anything but I wasn't lucky. The blonde walked right past me in a haste, his face buried in his phone.

Who was this guy?

Jace and his dad walked out of the room, a considerable distance was between as they left the room. It was strange to seem them so distant. They had always been close.

What if I kill Henderson instead? Take away someone Jace loves so deeply that not even the biggest feud could stop him from jumping in front of a bullet for.

I snickered inwardly at the idea. That sounded like something I could do.

The two got onto the elevator and I took my chance to walk into the room where the bitch laid.

Her breathing was steady, skin pale and eyes were closed. She was beautiful honestly. She was someone I would have liked to hook up with.

"You just had to survive didn't you?" I asked her quietly. Her eyes fluttered and opened slowly. Those gorgeous hazel eyes of hers began to widen and fill with fear.

She should be afraid. Dumb bitch. A voice inside me said darkly.

I clicked my tongue at her as she tried to reach for the nurse button. Her heart monitor spiked and I quickly placed it on my finger, my pulse normal.

"Now Rebecca, I thought we were having a good conversation. Anyways, why did you live? That wasn't part of the plan. What the plan was, you were supposed to die and everything was going to go back to normal," I told her as I stroked her cheek, enjoying as she cringed from my touch. "Maybe, I could just make you disappear another way?" I suggestsed, trailing off slightly. "I take you, tie you up and do all kinds of things."

I chuckled at the thought of her being tied up, crying and trying to talk while there was a gag in her mouth.

"Leave...me....alone..." she struggled to say. Her throat raspy and scratchy. I laughed at her loudly before composing myself, knowing I wouldn't want to worry anyone to come and start asking questions.

"I'll see you soon, Rebecca." I told her, placing the heart monitor back on her finger before going to the door but just as I got there, a thought popped in my head. "I will kill you. Just remember that."

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I piled another large spoonful of heroine on the spoon before grabbing the lighter and lighting the soon to be liquid.

Tying my arm, a vein coming to my view, I filled the syringe with the substance and took a deep breath. The pinch of the needle was welcomed as the drug travelled into my body.

The world slowly faded and nothing mattered.

Everything was going to be OK.

Jace and I were gonna be friends again, Diana and I would keep messing around behind Jace's back when the two of them got back together while I continue my relationship with Miranda and love my son. And Rebecca...

I was going to do things to her that she could never imagine before killing her slowly when she has no fight left in her.

I was going to destroy that bitch for changing everything. She made Jace forget about the love he had for Diana, the future that had planned out for them, she made him cut me off and she made him take away the relationship that I was supposed to have with my son.

From: Unknown

I saw what you did.

I looked at my phone in shock.

What?

Author's note:

Alrighty! Finn's chapter is darker and will get longer and more detailed as his drug use begins to consume his life, as Jace tries to find out who almost murdered and trying to figure out who the hell saw him!

Who do you guys think it is??

Any guesses, I wanna know!

Chapter 4 : TBA

It's any day now guys so I'm trying to get ready to meet my tiny human so I might be editing a little during that time and also I let you guys know when I'm in labor and when he comes.

thank for being patient!

Mama