Texting / Shawn Mendes

I'm sorry.

Malia sorry for not texting you yesterday.

It's okay.

Okay?

Yep.

Come on..

?

I know you're mad.

And how do you know that?

Your texts are 2 words long.

So?

You're definitely mad. Just tell me what's wrong.

There's nothing wrong.

Just tell me.

It's fine Shawn. I'm not a part of your priorities and I'm okay with that.

What are you even talking about?

I think you're smart enough to understand what I previously said.

I understand what you said but it's not true. You're a part of my day. I always spend at least an hour texting to you.

Okay.

Okay?

Yep.

Stop saying yep.

K.

Are you serious?

Shawn it's okay.

No it's not. Let me know how you feel.

I'm fine Shawn. I just feel a little bit lonely sometimes. My parents leave early in the morning and they come back late in the evening. I'm always at home studying or just scrolling through my old pictures with my old friends. It's sad to see that as soon as I became homeschooled no one is around. It's sad to feel lonely everyday and have no one to talk to. I know that it was my decision and I don't regret it but with all this free time I feel unproductive and bored all the time.

You need to go outside more often. Staying home for days is not healthy. You've told me that you wanted to go to the gym but you didn't have the time. Now that you can, you still prefer staying home. Go out Malia. Let yourself live.

I can't. I'm not that confident.

Then be. Don't find excuses just do what you want to do.

I'll try.

It's enough for me.
Oh and Malia... I'm sorry

Sorry fo what?

For not giving more of my time to you

You shouldn't be Shawn. We are still two strangers behind our phones' screen.

That's sad.

Tell me about it.

Double update for today.