It's been nearly a month since Owen has attacked me in any way. I'm not sure what's gotten into him but I know something is going to snap one of these times. I haven't stopped seeing Naill either but I don't care. I know he's married and he knows I'm married but that hasn't stopped either of us. They're not on tour right now so I spend a lot of time with Harry. Sometimes I see Naill it just depends on if his wife is around. Own knows and remembers Harry well so when I tell him I was with Harry he believes that's what I'm doing. Sometimes I feel guilty about cheating on him with Naill but don't really care.
I'm at home for the weekend since the guys have interviews and all kinds of things going on. Owen is home with me and we're cuddling up on the sofa when I notice he's a bit agitated. He hasn't said anything but I get up off the sofa and head to our room. If he follows me to the room and he does but he's walking like he's angry.
"What's wrong babe?"
"Work has been pissing me off."
"Is there anything I can do to help?"
"Not at work but you can let me fuck you. That might help."
"Sure." I say looking to him
He isn't hostile but he fucks me like he's mad at me. I can't even enjoy it but I have to fake it or he will hurt me for not seeming pleased. Fuck, it didn't work now that he's punched me in the ribs a few times he can't help but keep going. He's choking me again but this time I've stopped breathing all together.
When I wake up I am naked and in our bed, he's in the living room pacing.
"Babe" I call out to him
"You ok?"
"I'm never ok after you attack me." I say looking at him knowing I'm going to regret saying that, but he just looks at me and sighs.
"You know I love you and you know I'm sorry."
"That's the thing, you're always sorry and you always say you love me but you keep doing this to me." I yell. He takes it and I move off the bed. I can't look at him but I wasn't planning on leaving just getting some space from him. He grabs my hair on the way out and he pulls me back to him. He's got his hand on my throat but he's not putting pressure on me. He is however trying to put his hand in my pants he's too much for me and I let him.
His fingers know how to work magic and I swear he knows it. He rubs me hard as my back is against him. He pulls my pants off and he lays me on the sofa. He pulls my legs apart and his fingers slide into me hard and fast. I can't help the moans and pants that are beginning to pour out of me. He knows how to make me beg for it. He pumping into me hard and fast as he drags me to my end pushing me over the edge. Once my body relaxes he gets up and goes to our room. He sits on the bed and I join him. He lays down and passes out. I decide to talk to El for a little while before I pass out too.
To El: You still up?
To P: Yeah, you ok?
To El: I'm not sure. Owen and I were doing fine until something at work sparked him. He choked me till I passed out then when I woke we argued. After that he got me off and now he's passed out.
To P: He did more than choke you though?
To El: Yeah I just can't remember what he did.
To P: Do you need to escape?
To El: No he's asleep and I'm going to bed soon too.
To P: Alright, night
To Haz: You busy?
To P: No what's up
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Sleeping with Naill Horan
FanfictionThey say love sometimes come after the mistake of your life. Unfortunately for Paigelyn her mistake nearly cost her, her life. Married to an abusive man who's only joy is to choke and beat her until she passes out. Long time friend Harry Styles c...