Sleeping with Naill Horan

~Chapter 22~

Once we relax all of us are out and there's no telling how long we're out before the next nurse comes in. She wakes me and once more she's checking what's going on down there.

"We really have to get this party started." She said looking at the three of us.

"What are you going to do?"

"We're going to break the sac he's in and that will get this moving a lot more. Gentlemen, take her hands this could be worse than the other things."

They stand at my head and grab my hands as she does her work I can't really feel the pain but the pressure is unbearable. Once she's gone I can't feel anything and it reminds me of the night I got so drunk Mike walked me back to the bus where I stripped off my clothing and passed out with Ash.

"There's my girl, what's got you all smiley?"

"Something about this numb feeling reminded me of the night Niall and I decided we were better off alone. Remember that night?"

"The night you and Mike went to the bar and you got plastered. Stripping off nearly all of your clothing before passing out in bed with me?" Ash says remembering that night.

"You got drunk? I must have done a number to you. You didn't take advantage of her did you?" Ni said looking at the floor then to Ash.

"Oh, you did and I didn't want to remember any of it, but I'm not so lucky."

"No, I wouldn't have dreamed of it. I knew she was hurting and I knew better then to take advantage of someone who wouldn't remember it in the morning." Ash said feeling slightly offended.

We laughed and reminisced about nights on tour and chatted when a knock came on the door. The door opened and a pair of legs appeared. I knew those legs and those pants.

"Harry?" I called and he appeared from behind the curtain.

"How long have you been here?"

"Just got here. The ladies at the desk are good. They weren't going to let me back here until I proved I was who I said I was."

"We didn't want any visitors that's why she's like that."

"I understand I just wanted to let you know the rest of us are here. We'll be in the waiting room until you're ready for visitors."

"Come give me a hug first."

He hugs me in then hugs Ash before looking to Niall. He says a few things I can't hear but I know they are words of encouragement. He's trying to hide it but I can see the tears fall from his eyes as soon as Harry lets him go. He turns away so I won't see him wipe his eyes but I call for him.

"Ni come here, sit." He turns and his eyes are red something inside of him has let go and I can't stand to see this side of him. He puts his head on top of my belly and I run my fingers through his hair.

"Talk to me. Please stop crying."

"I'm scared I won't be good enough for him. I can't stand to watch you cry. I put you here in this spot and all I can do is stand by and hold myself together. If anyone gets to cry here it's you."

"Ni, all of our lives are about to change we have to roll with this. It's not all your fault, I had to let you in. I had to let us take things too far. You need to cry too and believe me we're going to butt heads a lot about his care and everything until he's old enough to decide what he wants."

The nurse comes in and checks me once more and once more I cry and squeeze their hands. She looks up with a smile on her face.

"It's time, he's ready." She says getting up.