Sleeping with Naill Horan

~Chapter 17~

Some things in life are not guaranteed like love, but unlike love someone is sure to come along. That someone can be in the form of your best friend's friend or a complete stranger. Once you've found what you're looking for it's hard to let it go, but it can be even harder to let the person in to see the ugly truth about you. Your past is supposed to stay there but every now and again someone reminds you of it. It's not that you've forgotten about it but it's something you don't need reminding of.

I'm 32 weeks pregnant today and I am reminded every day of a much more complicated time in my life. Before the divorce was final I was all over the place sleeping with Niall, then once he was done with me I moved on. I moved onto someone who can love everything about me, and I can love everything about him. Were on the last leg of our tour before we are free to go home but I may not be able to fly and that worries me. I want to be able to go home and not have to wait to get there.

I've been sick all week and I'm not sure what I picked up but while I'm at the doctor's I'll have that checked too. I'm being seen every two weeks as asked and nothing has changed, but the good news is that the murmur they heard is gone. I get to share that with Ash later when he gets back from the studio. The doctor talks to me about plans for delivery and then he strongly discourages me from flying. I could fly now but then I'd be away from the guys and I don't want that. He checks me for the common colds and it appears to be worse than that. He does a few quick exams and determines I have Bronchitis and I'm encouraged to stay away from the guys.

He gives me these meds and I take them as they make me sleepy. I'm curled up in bed when I feel Ash sit next to me. I turn to face him and he's got this twinkle in his eye.

"How did things go today?"

"According to the doctor his murmur is gone and I have bronchitis. I have been encouraged to stay away from all of you and I've been told I may not want to fly when the tour is over."

"Well I'm not staying away from you. I'm glad to hear he's ok and as far as the flying we shall see when that time comes."

"Are we alone?"

"We are." He says and his eyes change to a darker shade.

"That makes this your lucky day."

He leans down almost laying over and his lips meet mine in soft but deep kisses. His tongue swipes at my lips and I let him in allowing them to dance for a while. His hands move from the bed to my legs and up to my belly. He's not wasting anytime when his hand reached up the shorts I have on and into my panties. He's rubbing me hard as my moans fill the room and my hands make their way into his pants.

As we lay there getting each other off he stops and we undress. Now completely naked we lay under his covers with my ass against him. I grind my ass into him as his fingers dive into me in a slow and needy way. He earns a low groan from me as he's moving faster.

"Don't stop babe." I whisper as my breath begins to escape me.

His fingers flick down into me and I lose all control tightening around his fingers. He pulls away and in the same motion he pushes himself into me in fast motions. I arch at him and I can hear him moan over the noises coming from me.

"You're so tight. Holy fuck." He groans as more profanities fall from his lips.

His hands are gripping my hips hard as he picks up the pace and is at a steady one. He slows to a manageable speed where he pushes all of himself in then pulls out and continues this way until he's beginning to breathe sporadically.

"Like that babe." I moan almost at my release again.

I can feel his fingers on my core as he rubs hard and constant until he reaches his end. He knows I'm almost there but he pulls out completely and flips me onto my back where he sucks and licks at my core. His fingers glide into me once more flicking my spot with each inward thrust.