Sleeping with Naill Horan

~Chapter 28~

I wake to Ash's arms holding me tight and Luke and El cuddled together across from us. I roll to face Ash who's been awake for some time now. I look to see what time it is and I note it's still early but it seems everyone is starting to stir. I kiss Ash's nose and his lips meet mine in a soft and quick peck. There are only one thing missing in this moment and that's Vander. The bus is awake but we're all sitting in our beds when the bus door opens. I hear Niall telling Vander "Mommy's back there." We hear his feet walk across the floor and as soon as the door opens he sees me.

We sit in the bed together and I can't help but watch him talk with both Ash and Niall. It's hard to watch knowing in a few hours we'll be back at home.

"How was he last night?"

"He did well, besides the not having you to rock him to sleep. I rocked for a while before he seemed to just give up and fall asleep."

"We're going to have to break him of that."

"Eventually, let's not worry about it now."

"Has he eaten? What time did he get up?"

"He's been up for a few hours and I tried to get him to eat some cereal we have but he didn't want that."

"He missed his time with me." I say pulling him up to sit with me.

"Is my baby hungry?" I say looking at him. He's already laying in my lap just waiting for me. I look around and notice that everyone is still there watching. I decide I don't care and in a matter of seconds he's feeding. I look down at him but his eyes are closed, he missed me.

I wasn't aware that letting others sit there while he fed was going to push Niall over the edge. I could see it in his face and when he asked for Ash to talk outside I knew something was up. Vander wasn't sleeping and he was still feeding when I heard them yelling a few moments later. I can hear them and it's bugging me but I don't get up.

"What is their problem?" I ask.

"Probably the fact that you just whipped out your boob like it was no big deal." Mike says

"It's a natural thing."

"Right for you and them but not the rest of us. Sure it's natural but none of us have ever shared a moment like that with you and although it's surreal it probably hurt Niall to know that you are this comfortable with other dudes seeing you."

"I guess I didn't think it was going to bother him." I say now looking at Vander who is sleeping.

Once he's lying in bed they are still yelling outside and this isn't how I wanted to end this trip. El agrees to watch him while I go out and deal with them. As soon as the door opens they stop and look at me, Niall huffs and walks away. I look to Ash who's now mad and I hate this look he's giving me.

"He's mad that you simply whipped out your boob for all of them to see."

"It's not like they stared." I retort.

"I know but he thinks you've been doing that with other guys around."

"What other guys?"

"That's what I asked him. He's making me feel like he knows something I don't."

"Are you asking if I'm cheating on you with someone else?" I ask now equally as mad.

"No that's not what I'm saying. He thinks while you're out you do it in public."

"I don't. In fact, I only have a handful of times but it's that Yummy Mummy place in town."

"That place that has the room for it? The one where the room has a door and there are a bunch of rockers in it?"