Kasulukuyan akong nandito sa chapel. It's the very first day of the wake at wala akong magawa kung hindi mag-greet ng mga tao dito at umiyak at tignan si... Vin.
Pinanidigan ko talaga ang hindi pag-pasok eh. Hindi ko talaga kaya.
Sana katabi kita Vin, para nakakaya ko 'to ngayun.
And the wind suddenly blew.
Vin, if thatwas you, then thank you. At least I felt that you were here for a while. And oh, I miss you. I miss you a lot. Sana andito ka ngayun. Pero hindi pwede. Hindi NA pwede.
Biglang lumapit sa'kin ang mama ni Vin.
"Excuse me? May ibibigay sana 'ko sa'yo." Umupo sa tabi sa'kin si tita. "Eto oh." He gave me his phone and diary.
"Tita, bakit po?"
Her mother forced a smile. "Ibinilin niya na saamin dati, na ibigay daw namin sa pinakamamahal niya and dalawang bagay na 'to. Kaya, eto na." She handed it to me and I accepted it.
"S-salamat po tita.." I said.
"Sige, mauna na 'ko." TIta said with a very sad expression on her face at umalis na din agad.
Tinignan ko 'yung cellphone niya... 'Yung diary niya... Parehas kong niyakap ng mahigpit. At itatago 'tong dalawa na 'to. They will always remind me of you Vin.
Una kong tinignan ang phone niya. Looked at his messages and all I saw was...
Our conversations.
Sinave niya 'yung mga text ko sakanya. Kahit 'yung unang text ko. He saved it. Vin, nakakainis ka. You really love me that much, huh?
Ayan nanaman, luha ko nanaman... TT__________TT
I proceeded to the pictures. There was a special folder there and I looked into it first.
And I saw pictures.
'Yung pictures naming kagabi at... pictures of me. While I'm sleeping. While I'm doing something. Hahahaha. Nakakainis ka Vin, you have been taking pictures of me secretly. Nakakatuwa ka talaga. You're the reason why I'm crying right now but, you still manage to make me smile. :')
I kept his cellphone in my pocket and promise not to lose it.
I opened his diary and started reading...
Until it just made me cry and remember him more.
Everything he wrote was about me.
And it just makes me regret what I did. How I became a coward. How I acted like a child. Kung pa'no ko siya sinungit-sungitan at lalo na 'yung hindi ko pag-amin sakanya.
"Krizza?" Someone suddenly said.
I turned around only to find out that, that's... Tita Mikee. But what is she doing here?
"T-tita? Ano po ang ginagawa niyo dito?"
She sat beside me with my so-called-tito beside her. "Ka-ano ano mo siya, Krizz?"
Hindi ko alam kung anong isa-sagot ko. He's my bodyguard but... Hay. "Tita, siya 'yung sinasabi kong bodyguard ko."
She laughed in a sad tone. "So Vincent pala huh? We actually thought his name was Hanzen Faminial. And he kept that from us for a very long time. Kahit sa'kin.."
I don't get it. "Tita, hindi ko maintindihan. Bakit ka ba nandito? Kilala mo ba siya?"
She bitterly smiled. "Hanzen used to be my boy friend. Kaya lang a lot of things happened, that's why we broke up and I married this guy." Tinignan niya si tito Mond. "But believe it or not, I loved Hanzen. And he's worth loving."
I can't help it anymore. Tears started falling down my cheeks then I hugged her.
She hugged me back. "Bakit Krizz?"
"I regret everything tita. I'm such a coward."
She let go and faced me. "Oh. I get it. I-I'm sorry Krizz. Do you love him that much?" Her facial expression was looking for an answer.
"I love him more than much." I said with sincerity.
BINABASA MO ANG
A Thousand Years ♥
Novela JuvenilAre you willing to sacrifice for someone? No matter how hard it is? Will you wait? Even though if it takes... forever and a thousand years? Love while you still can. Life is short. [FIN]
