Worth Remembering //Park Jimin

Wake Up

In the morning I woke up with a major hangover. I didn't remember a thing from last night. I stood up slowly and headed over to the kitchen. I drank some water and ate some pills for my headache. I checked my phone while standing by the counter.

Taehyung: Y/N do you feel okay?

Three minutes later.

Taehyung: Sleepy head, you're still in bed right?

Three minutes again.

Taehyung: Out with the boys. Make sure to take care of yourself!

He was such a sweetie. He carried me all the way home last night. I'm thankful for a friend like him. I was about to text Taehyung back when I got a text from Jimin saying to meet him at the corner of the convenient store down the street. Should I go? I got ready and went even though I should've said no. On the way there, I texted Taehyung.

Thanks for last night. I'm sure I was super heavy for your poor back. I owe you one!

I looked up from my phone after I clicked sent and saw Jimin, kissing Su Hae.

"Y/N!" he called out.

Sharp pains again in my heart. I ran away crying. I'm falling apart and I can't do this anymore. I knew he didn't love me back but why did he want me to see such a scene? Job promotion or not, I quit!

Back at the dorm, I slid down on the front door and sat there crying. Everything was hurting so much. My head started to hurt from crying. Maybe it was the hangover but I couldn't stop my tears. I grabbed at my chest and head. The world started to get hazy and right before my eyes, I saw all the memories of Jimin and I.

Then all at once it came to me. I am his Y/N. I was always the one. I can't believe it. That stupid wish I made brought me to him as Su Hae. But even so, it's too late now, he has someone else. He'll never believe a fool like me. Magic and wishes aren't real.

The door opened behind me and Taehyung stood there, seeing me hurdled in a ball on the floor crying 

"Are you okay??" he asked, concerned.

"Taehyung-ah, I...I remember. But it's too late," I started to sob loudly again.

"What do you mean? Move so I can come in," he said.

"You wouldn't believe me even if I told you," I said.

"I believe your words over Su Hae anyday," he said.

I stood up, wiped my tears, and opened the door for him. I told him the whole story. He got quiet and just sat there across from me.

"That explains why you're exactly like the Y/N we know. It explains the ring too. Su Hae doesn't even act like the girl we all knew. No one has said anything yet but we all think Su Hae is lying. It just never made sense. She has the right face you know?" he said.

"But Jimin is happy. And if being with her is happiness then I'm okay. I'll pretend like I never regained my memories," I said.

"But-"

"No. Promise me that you will tell no one," I demanded.

"...okay, I promise," he resigned.

I wiped my tears. He was hurting long enough, it's my time to bear the pain.

"He deserves to love happily. I may have been a fool in love with all my crying lately but for four years he's been lonely and hurting. Taehyung-ah, let him smile more," I said.

I took off the ring and handed it to him.

"Give this to him for me okay?"

Jimin's P.O.V.
Su Hae was becoming more and more high-strung and super materialistic compared to before. Whenever I asked her about the past, she pretends to have headaches like she's avoiding it.

"Su Hae. Today's the day we talk about it," I said.

"Fine," she said as she turned to face me.

I was waiting for her to talk but suddenly she suddenly leaned in and tip-toed for a kiss. When her lips touched mine, Y/N came into my mind. Her warm words, her caring heart, and even her dumb side was all I could see. Forget the past, Y/N's smile is the one that I want to see right now. I opened my eyes to break away from the kiss but I saw Y/N, standing there shocked.

"Wait Y/N!"

She ran off in tears without a word. How many times have I made her cry already?

"I texted her from your phone," Su Hae said.

"What?"

"Your phone password was her name so I figured she needed to know who was the girl in your life," she said, holding my phone up.

"You guessed my password?" I asked angrily, not because of my phone but the fact that she texted Y/N to come.

"I only did what you should've done. She'll get over it," she said, handing my phone back to me.

"Mianhae Su Hae but let's break up," I said.

"What? But I thought I was the girl you've been waiting for?"

"You were but my heart is yearning for someone else. I'm sorry Su Hae. Forgive me," I said.

"Whatever. I was too good for you anyways. I only wanted fame but you can't even give me that," she said as she stormed off.

I don't need to search for answers in the past anymore. Love has always been in front of me this whole time. I just had to open my eyes to it.