Worth Remembering //Park Jimin

Butterfly

Jimin's P.O.V

After Y/N disappeared, all that was left of her was her lingering presence and the letter she left me. It's been a few days since I lost her. My mother called me yesterday to see how I was doing. Before she left, she had gone to Busan to say goodbye to my family. They understood that she found her family and of course she would want to go home but why didn't she wait for me? She left me with unanswered questions.

"Are you okay?" asked Taehyung.

I took a deep breath and looked back at the envelope.

"I don't know," I answered.

Taehyung just sat there, keeping me company.

"Why does it hurt so much? It's like she took a huge chunk of me and left," I said.

"Must be love that does that to you," Taehyung says.

I tried holding it in but I just couldn't pretend to be strong anymore. The tears slipped slowly. I chuckled at myself for being so weak. Taehyung, not knowing what to do, just stayed by side and tried to comfort me.

"I'm okay," I said.

She came into my life as beautiful as a butterfly and just as delicate, I feel in love. It's all so unreal, like a dream. One moment she's smiling next to me and the next, she's gone.

"My love for her was forever. How can she simply ask me to forget her?" I said still holding in my tears as best as I could.

"Ah that selfish girl," I said taking another deep breath.

Wherever Y/N is, this space will always be open for her. I really won't ask her why she left me because all I need is for her to be here with me. Her warmth, her voice, and her heart. I want her to come back to me. I don't need answers, but rather I just want her. Why does it matter what happened yesterday anyways.

"I'm okay," I said again to Taehyung.

I had to keep up a face. I can't let it affect the team.

Taehyung's P.O.V.
Jimin has been down lately and as much as he pretends not to show us all, we can see his pain. He likes to keep to himself a lot and he rarely cries in front of us. I've only seen him break down once for Y/N and that was today. Everytime he would tell us that she had her reasons for leaving. Deep down we all missed her too.

Jimin's P.O.V.
She didn't stay with us long but she made such an impression on us that sometimes we forget she's not here. Jin hyung would sometimes forget to set the table because she always did it for him. Hobie hyung has to get used to the mess again because she's no longer here to clean up before he sees. Even Suga hyung forgets that he doesn't have to leave his door closed anymore.

Y/N-ah wherever you are, come back to me. I'll keep waiting and I'll hold onto the hurt myself. Just come back. Maybe being with me was like breaking the wings off her back. Maybe I suffocated her too much with my busy life that she had to leave. I'm not forgetting you and there's no need to ask for forgiveness. I love you and I always will Y/N.