Things Get Better (I promise)

Chapter THIRTY EIGHT

"You did what?!" Tyler yelled and stood up. Josh stood up as whell. "I'm sorry I was so temted it laid on the floor and I was going to put it back but then i opened it and.. I didn't mean to, I reallly didn't Tyler I'm sorry." Josh said. "Josh! That is my personal stuff, you can't just reat it!! Those books are my life! You can't just..... uughhh!" Tyler yelled and walked upstairs. Josh walked after him and grabbed his arm. "Tyler, please." Josh said. "Don't you fucking dare touch me Josh!" Tyler yelled. His voice was cold as ice. Josh let go.

Tyler walked to their room and packed a bag. He walked back down stairs and picked up Mr.Fluffle who was cuddled up next to Buttercup. "Tyler, what are you doing?" Josh said and walked towards him. "Tyler." Josh said again. Tyler Put on his shoes. "Tyler please!" Josh said and looked at him. Tyler turned around and grabbed the doorhandle. "It's over Josh." Tyler said and walked out.

Josh POV.

Josh looked at him walk out. He looked at the door as it closed. He just stood there. He stood there for many hours. Josh didn't want to move before Tyler was back. But there was only thing... he wasn't coming back. Josh sat down on the floor and cried. He didn't mean for it to end like this. "What did I do?" Josh whispered. "Oh no... what did i do?!" Josh said as he started to hyperventilate. "What the hell did I do?!" Josh said louder. "I... I... We... I didn't mean to..." was the only things Josh could say. Josh started to pull out his hair. Buttercup walked to him and looked at him. Josh was just sitting on the floor talking to himself and pulling out his own hair. Buttercup pushed his leg with her nose and cried. But Josh didn't see her. All he saw was black. He was alone.

You're alone!

"I'm alone." Josh whispered

You're worthless!

"I'm worthless." Josh whispered

You're stupid!

"I'm stupid." Josh said.

You're so stupid!

"I'm so stupid!" Josh yelled and cried.

Josh felt the room spin as he fell down and blacked out.

Tyler's POV.

He heard the door close behind him as he walked out. Rage filled his body. Tyler ran out and kicked the car tier. "Fuck!" Tyler yelled. Tyler was pretty sure his toe was broken now. He didn't realize before now that the sun was long gone and the only thing lighting was the streetlights. Tyler looked down. Tears suddenly filled his eyes as he walked away from his home. Where was he going now? His parents home was at least a hour walk. Tears rolled down his face as he walked down the sidewalk. Tyler looked at his phone. No texts. Maybe Josh didn't like him. What if Josh never liked him. Tyler scrolled through his contacts. Maddy. He called.

"Hello?" Maddy said. She sounded tierd.

"Uhm, can you come pick me up?" Tyler said in between gasps for air.

"Yeah, where are you?" Maddy said. She sounded concerned.

"On the sidewalk outside the house." Tyler said.

"Tyler, are you drunk?" Maddy said.

"No!" Tyler said.

"Okay, okay, I'm coming." Maddy said and hung up.

Mr. Fluffle was shivering. Tyler hugged him.

Tyler saw Maddy pull up. Tyler sat down inside the car. "Where are we going?" Maddy asked and looked at him. "Home." Tyler said.

Tyler and Maddy arrived home, Tyler tyler walked inside and sat mr.Fluffle down. He dropped his bag and just stood there. Kelly walked up to him. "Tyler, hey, you're back." Kelly said and hugged him. She looked around. "Where's Josh?" She asked and looked at him. Tyler broke down. He just stood there. In the middle of the hallway and sobbed. "Tyler, Tyler, baby what happened?" She said and hugged him. "He's gone." He whispered. "What do you mean?" She said, Kelly was a little confused. "He's gone mom!" Tyler yelled and ran up the stairs to his room. Tyler laid down and cried. He cried and screamed so loud that the neighbors dog started to houl. Kelly knocked quietly three times before walking in. Tyler had calmed down a bit. "Tyler, can you tell me what happened? Kelly asked. "Josh read one of my books and then I got mad so I packed my bag and said it was over... I overreacted and-and..."
Tyler said. "Tyler, if you still love him, tell him! Josh still loves you!" Kelly said.

Princess: Josh?...

Daddy: yeah?

Princess: I just wanted to say I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for overreacting.
I'm sorry for being rude.
And I'm sorry for not trusting you.

Daddy: I love you Tyler.

Tyler walked into Maddy's room. He looked at Maddy. He looked at the guy next to her. Tears formed in his eyes as the boy smirked at Tyler. He ran down the stairs and opened the door. He ran out and under a bridge. Tyler knew Maddy had a boyfriend. But he did not expect Pete.

Tyler scrolled through his contacts he couldn't see the name clearly because of the tears in his eyes.

"Oh, Tyler, I'm so happy you called. I was going to call but..." "J-Jo-Josh?" Tyler tried. His voice was allmost like a whisper. "Tyler? What happened?!" Josh said. "H-he was in the bed with M-Maddy and he looked at me when I walked in and I-" Tyler cried. "Tyler where are you?" Josh said. Tyler heard a door being slammed in the background. "U-under the brige." Tyler said and sniffled. "I'm coming, stay there Tyler." Josh said and hung up. Tyler sat down and cried.

Josh's POV.

Josh drove as fast as he could. He called Maddy. "Maddy!!" Josh yelled when she took the phone. "Josh?!" She yelled confused. "Who are you with?" Josh yelled. "My boyfriend why?" She yelled. "Who is he?" Josh said. "Pete!" She yelled, getting angry. "Josh why are you yelling at me?!!" She yelled. "Pete Wents?" Josh said. Almost like a whisper. "Yeah, do you know him?" She said a quietly. "It's Tyler's ex." Josh said. "What?" She whispered. "The one that abused him Maddy." Josh whispered. "J-Josh." She said. "Baby, what's going on?" Josh heard Pete say. Josh hung up and sped up. He was driving 80km/h in a 30 zone.

Josh ran in and up the stairs. Maddy got up and josh pushed her behind him. "Go pick up Tyler." He whispered to Maddy. "And you! " josh yelled and pointed at Pete. "You get the fuck out of this house and I promise you if i EVER see you again.. I will fucking kill you!" Josh yelled. Pete got up. "Okay daddy." Pete whispered in Josh's ear. Josh punched him in the face and pushed him out the door. Josh saw Maddy and Tyler pull up. Pete walked away. Tyler ran up to Josh and kissed him. They kissed again. And it wasn't normal. Josh gave Tyler everything. He gave Tyler his heart. They leaned their foreheads against each other. Josh looked at Tyler. His eyes were dark brown. Josh drowned just looking at them. Tyler looked at Josh's eyes. He looked at his brown/green eyes. They were brown with a hint of green. "I love you." Josh whispered. Tyler kissed him again. "I love you too." Tyler whispered back.