So b4 I start. I got tagged AGAIN. Wow I feel so popular ;3. So I just going to add it to the end of the chapter instead of making a chapter and bumming you out with it. This also forces me to make a chapter so it's a win win for you pplz. And on to the story!
"Oh my..." Amber covered her mouth.
"Maddy..." I heard Jacob whisper.
I tried to wrap everything up again, but it was too late. Everyone started to take notice, including Brandon. I forgot to mention. I have nothing against Brandon's. so sorry if your name is Brandon.
Brandon didn't know what to think if my thin scared arms. Instead, he just stood there, stunned and unable to move. It was as if I was an animal, encaged by people for everyone to see. I let go of Brandon. I slowly took steps backward, then making a mad dash toward the bathroom.
What's the big deal about all of this anyways?! I thought to myself as I ran into the bathroom and locked myself in, tears streaming down my face. It's not like I mattered to anyone anyways.
I heard rushed footsteps quickly follow behind, and they rushed into the bathroom. What I assumed was Amber and Jacob started to bang on the door.
"MADDY!" Amber screamed. I could tell she was choking up. "Please. Let us in! We want to he-"
"I DONT NEED HELP!" I screamed in tears, putting my back against the bathroom door so they couldn't break in. Tears started to fall on my t-shirt. I took Max's sweatshirt he gave me and put it on me.
"PLEASE MADDY!" Amber screamed back louder. "WE CARE ABOUT YOU. WE LOVE YOU LIKE A FAMILY!"
I heard Jacob shut the bathroom door so no one else could hear us, and walk in.
"NO ONE EVER CARED ABOUT ME!" I screamed louder. "YOU DON'T, MY BROTHER DIDN'T, NOT EVEN MY OWN PARENTS DID!"
"YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT," Amber slammed her fists on the bathroom wall. As she pulled away her hands, it was almost like screwdrivers we scratching the door. "You didn't know that," she whispered.
"Amber," Jacob said to her.
I stared to hear faint whispering, then the bathroom door open, and close again. I felt Jacob's back lean against my bathroom door. We just stood there, hearing me softly cry. After a few minutes, he finally broke the silence.
"How long?" He asked.
I paused, and he waited.
"A few months," I shakily replied.
We stood in silence one more, waiting to see who would talk first. Then I spoke up again.
"I-I don't know why," I said almost loosing my voice. "It felt... satisfying."
"Hurting yourself felt satisfying?" He asked.
"No, well, yes? I felt like I needed to be punished."
"Punished for what?"
"Everything. For being alive, for forgetting everything, for not being loved."
"You are loved."
"No, I'm not. Not even by myself."
"I promise you, someone out there loves you for you. You just have to look harder."
"Are you talking about Adam?"
"Ok, then maybe two. You see him everyday, Maddy. Every time he walks by you, he blushes a little bit."
"Am I talking to him?"
Jacob chuckled.
"It's not me your looking for. You'll notice eventually."
I opened to door without thinking and hugged him.
"Thanks," I said pulling away.
"Any time," Jacob replied. "But we need to tell someone."
"No, please," I said shaking. "Please don't tell anyone. I'm just going to get into more trouble."
We stayed silent again.
"Just let me tell Alesa, the-"
I almost broke into tears again.
"A-alright. I guess we do need to tell someone," I said reluctantly.
"You want to ditch and go to the park?" He asked.
I nodded. We opened the door, and saw Amber containing the crowd of people trying to barge into the bathroom, cellphones and all. I put my hood on, and kept my head low, as we slowly made our way to the door. As we were about to leave, Brandon called me name.
"Don't do it," Jacob whispered to me.
I ignored him, and turned around.
"If you leave with him, your off the team," he almost sneered.
"Just leave us alone," I replied, and headed out the front entrance.
Tag time!
So I got tagged again by JPierson20 which you should totally go check out. So here's the challenge:
Answer da questions.
1) your nickname
2) eye color
3) your hair color
4) one interesting fact
5) favorite color
6) favorite place
7) favorite celebrity
8) favorite animal
9) favorite song
10) favorite book
Answers:
1) Maddy ;3 shocking Ik *sarcasm* but yea. Maddy's a nickname. Not a real name for me.
2) a light brown, with the slightest bit of green
3) milky brown. What's really weird is everyone feels my hair and says that I have really soft hair XD
4) I've been to Austria I think 7 times maybe? And I've been to 9 different places in and out of the U.S. Not including where I live.
5) purple. Definitely purple.
6) other than my room, I really like Austria. There's a bunch of mountains, and glaciers that I think are really pretty.
7) CHRIS HELMS WORTH! (Thor)
8) Dolphins. Ironically I think I have 7 stuffed animal dolphins. The stuff you still keep as a kid (even though I'm almost a teenager)
9) so it was either in the last tag, or the one before that. But I said I really like k pop, so my fav song is still Blood Sweat and Tears by BTS
10) there's a Warrior cat series that I've been totally IN LOVE WITH by the first book, and I read all 6 or something of the series.
So yea. There you have it. I need to get some sleep because I has 2 tests tomorrow and I really don't want to do it but it's almost thanksgiving so I get Wednesday Thursday and Friday off. SO. Ima gets some sleep.
Be brave.
Stay strong.
Always shine!
Heros_daughter
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To find the lost sky
FanfictionFinal part to incredibly cringy story series. Looking back at the book, it was really dark, and messed up. There's a lot of "uncomfortable and triggering" thing in here, so I advise those types of people not to read it. I was in a really dark place...
