One Weekend Of Giving In

Chapter 28

I glanced in the rear view mirror and groaned when I saw my reflection. I looked like shit, but at least I actually look like I had been sick. I put the ache to the back of my mind and focused on Spencer. He is who I want and who I need. I don't deserve him anymore, but as long as he wants me, I'll be his. I walked inside the airport and stood there for a few minutes waiting until I saw him walking in a crowd of people. My heart tightened and I took off running toward him. I had been a terrible girlfriend, horrible as well but I was madly in love with this man.
"Aww babe, I missed you!" I giggled when he immediately swept me up into his arms. He smiled down at me and kissed me on the cheek "God I missed you to Mac."
"I'm so glad you're back."
"Me too. How are you feeling babe?"
"Better now that you're here." I wrapped one hand around his neck and trailed my fingers across his jaw and lips "sorry I worried you."
"It's alright. I'm here now. Is there anything we need to get before we head home?" Maybe a time machine so I can go back? That'd be great.
"Nope. I honestly feel so much better now. Must've been those twenty four hour flu. We can just head straight home."
I almost sighed in relief when I saw the driveway empty of Jace's car, I couldn't face him with Spencer with me. While Spencer took a shower, I dressed in one of his shirts and a pair of lace underwear and climbed onto his bed. I knew it would drive him insane and all I needed was to have a hot steamy session with him to help me push my thoughts of Jace. How was I supposed to let him love me and love him back in that way when he thought he was my first?
"Damn baby" he groaned as his eyes raked over me.
I faked confusion as I got off the bed "Oh well if you don't like it, I could always change." He picked me up and slammed us onto his bed, pinning my body over his. He kissed me thoroughly and I forced myself not to think of Jace while kissing Spencer. I emptied my mind and focused on nothing but Spencer's lips on mine and his hand that is currently under my shirt. His other hand cupped under my left knee and wrapped it around his hip. When his fingers moved back to my shirt, he stopped and pushed me off. He lifted the shirt up and ran his hand over my tattoo and smiled as he brought his lips back to mine.
"You like it?" I asked.
"You have no idea how sexy you look." He growled against my mouth. I ran my hands over his head and pressed my chest to his as he pressed me deeper into the mattress. He stopped when we heard Carly's loud mouth shouting my name.
"Ugh. You have got to be kidding me." I groaned and slapped a hand over my face.
Spencer chuckled in frustration and jumped off of me to cover me up with the comforter then went to find a shirt.
"Perfect timing." He smiled and bent down to kiss me
"MACKENZIE!" Carly shouted
"She's in here Carls"He shouted while adding softly "you're dead." He chuckled and left my side with a parting wink.
Within seconds, Carly walked in with a not so happy expression
"Mackenzie!, Do you have any idea how worried I was? I thought you died!"
I burst into laughter and laughed even harder when she narrowed her eyes at me
"Seriously Carls? You thought I died?"
"Well... not exactly. But can you blame me? You were sick and I thought something terrible happened since you weren't answering my calls."
"Well did you ever consider that maybe I just fell asleep and had my phone on silent?"
"I thought you said your phone was dead?" She deadpanned
"It was but I remembered putting it on silent too."
"Oh" I rolled my eyes at my friend and looked at her and Spencer "I'm sorry I worried you both, and i'm also sorry that you had to come home early just because of me." I shot my eyes toward Spencer
"Well maybe not you." I added giving him a wink.
"Well you should be! I am so going to kill Jace!" I tensed at his name "This wouldnt have happened if he just answered his phone but instead he was busy screwing some chick this morning."
Shit. My cheeks better not be bright red right now.
"Carly, its ok. It's not like its his job to babysit me. You shouldn't be mad at him."
"Ugh. Fine! just don't scare me like that again. I love you bestfriend."
"I love you too bestfriend." I reached out to hug her "And as much as I love you, I need you to get out so i could spend some time with my man." She snorted and smacked my arm "Alright alright. We brought chinese home if you guys are hungry." She informed us before walking out the door. Spencer sat on the bed and I climbed onto his lap
"What do you say we grab some food and bring it back here so we could be alone all day?"
"Id say Hell yeah!" He hooked an arm under my knees and carried me towards the kitchen.
"Spencer!' I hissed. "Im not wearing pants!" He dropped my legs and tugged on the shirt I was wearing. When you boyfriend is over a foot taller than you, his shirts practically become a dress. We walked into the kitchen and grabbed some chinese food when Jace walked in. He slowed down and looked at us, his eyes went wide and pain flashed through them as he gave us a hard nod. I turned around to grab some silverware to hide my pained expression before Spencer saw. By the look of it, I could understand why Jace was affected. I was standing there laughing with my boyfriend wearing nothing but his shirt. Taking a calm breath, I walked back over to Spencer's side and followed him back into his room.
"So how was Miami when I left?" I asked Spencer
"Good. I really wished you could have stayed."
"Me too but thanks for taking me, I loved meeting your family." I smiled to myself remembering what he said to his mom about me being "the one"
"No problem. My mom loved you already." We ate in silence until he spoke up again
"So how was the whole "tattoo" experience?"
"It was...great. The artist did a really good job." I answered around a bite of food.
"Who was the artist? Maybe I might know him." Crap. I took my time chewing and swallowing but forced my eyes to stay glued to his.
"Jace." I answered nonchalantly
His face fell and he looked straight into my eyes "Jace did your tattoo?! Why didn't you tell me this before you got the tattoo?"
"Well I didn't know it would matter that much. Would you rather have a total stranger do it, one I didn't know?"
"Yeah well at least that guy didn't try to take you away from me!"
"Spence, that never happened and plus you still have me. You need to get over it."
"Not wa-" before this argument could go any further, I cut him off hoping he would calm down.
"Spencer can we please not argue about this? I just want us to spend the night together."
"Fine! But next time I would really appreciate if you didn't let him touch you for four damn hours."
My cheeks flushed thinking about Jace's touch...
"Spencer you're not.... Are you jealous?"
"Obviously. What boyfriend wouldn't?"
"Well calm down hulk." I giggled and leaned over to press my forehead to his and lightly brushed my lips against his "I love you Spencer." I know I've made a huge mistake but I vowed right then to spend forever making up for that big mistake. But how do you make up for something, when the other person doesn't even know about the mistake in the first place?