Jimin

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As you slowly and reluctantly climb the first floor of the building under construction you are more than surprised to spot a boy sitting on the steps playing with his phone.

"Jimin?" You say and he looks up to meet your gaze. "What are you doing here? The others are on the rooftop, right?"

He nods and gives you a half smile that doesn't reach his eyes. He hesitantly answers–"Oh well, the thing is, um, I'm acrophobic. I'm afraid of heights."

He shrugs and looks down again. You stand there for awhile wondering whether it'd be okay to leave him alone.

You are actually out on a morning walk with your friends exploring the college campus. Though you didn't want to go on one, Naeun forced you to join the group because she could tell you were feeling low again. She thought fresh air would do you some good. However, you couldn't really enjoy the walk and were just trailing behind the group. Jin, Eunji, Jungkook, Naeun and Jimin were walking at a faster pace and you were deliberately walking real slow because you wanted to be alone.

"Are you gonna sit here then till the others come down?" You question Jimin. "You know, they might even take an hour."

He scratches the back of his neck sheepishly and answers–"I guess. I'm really scared of heights."

You look at him with uncertainty. Leaving him all by himself doesn't sound like a very good idea to you.

You finally make a decision and take out your hand. "There. You can hold my hand. If that makes you feel any better. Don't worry, I won't let you fall. I'm here to catch you."

He stares at your hand absolutely surprised. He looks confused for a moment but then takes your hand and gets up.

You move to his left so that he's standing next to the wall and you are next to the edge. You hold his hand and the two of you start climbing upstairs.

You get an unusual tingling feeling in your stomach but you ignore it as you keep your eyes fixated on the ground. Your mind only seems to focus on the touch. As you slowly climb the stairs his grip on your hand tightens. His hand is really cold and stiff. You now realise just how scared he is of heights.

It's a ten storey building under construction. When you are on the eighth floor he stops and barely manages to say–"I need a break. Let's just sit here for a while."

"Are you okay?" You question as you help him sit down.

He nods and is like–"I'm sorry . . . just five minutes . . ."

He lets go of your hand, closes his eyes, clutches his head and takes deep breaths. You don't like seeing him so much troubled. You say softly–"Don't be sorry. It's alright. We can wait."

When you were climbing the stairs with him your mind was diverted but now that he is meditating and calming himself down the dark, depressing thoughts that have been keeping you to these past few days return.

You have been drenched in the suffocating thoughts of self hatred. Since the past few weeks you have been finding life meaningless. You had read somewhere - If you find life as a thorn then you should renounce it.

You had been thinking upon this for quite a while. Nothing is going right in your life and you are tired of it. Tired of fighting, tired of hoping for things to change, tired of existing.

Absentmindedly, you walk towards the edge and take a look downwards. The ground seems far away. You close your eyes, take a deep breath and—

You feel a hand firmly wrapped around your arm pull you back and swing you around forcefully. Jimin immediately pins you on the wall snapping you out of your thoughts.

"ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FREAKING MIND?" Jimin yells. "What do you think you were doing?"

You feel your heart beat wildly against your chest but it's not because of the distance between the two of you or because of Jimin's extremely tight grip on your hands or even because of the concerned look in his eyes. But it's because you realise that someone actually saw you when the suicidal thoughts were taking control on your mind.

"I expect an answer, Y/N." Jimin says.

"I . . . I . . ." You try to come up with something but you hardly can think coherently at the moment. You bite your lips and avert your gaze. You don't have it in you to look him in the eye.

He places his hands on both sides of your head and makes you look him in the eye.

He is like–"Don't you dare do something like that ever again. You get it?"

He takes a step closer to you and kisses you leaving you surprised. You don't respond unable to process everything that just happened.

He pulls back slightly. Your noses are still touching. He is like–"Do you know how scared I was? I care a lot about you, Y/N. Don't even think about disappearing."

With that he closes the gap again. This time you respond to him immediately. He deepens the kiss and you find yourself almost smiling through it.

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A/N: Since it's my birthday today (14th December) I decided to update!

J-Hoping that you guys liked this one. This probably isn't good enough but it's loosely based off some real life experiences. I mean it kinda happened with me. Not all of it. Some parts. So yeah.

Anyways, tap that star in case you liked it. And let me know your thoughts.

Anyone watched Cinderella And The Four Knights? I'm on 11th episode and I am loving it so far. Our Apink's face Naeun is also in that drama. Plus, the OST is amazing! There's a song sung by Apink's Bomi and GFriend's SinB! Both main dancers - coincidence, eh? Amazing, right? And I was listening to Without You (Bomi) while writing this. I've attached the MV in case you wanna check it out.

Saranghae~

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