Please Don't Go

Okayness \\ Chapter 3

There's something that all heart filled human being desire to be in their lives: the ability to be okay. Well, at least okay. No one wants to be in pain, or miserable. Most of us just want to be okay.

Not me.

I want to be in pain.

I want to feel sharp metal peel back my skin to shown what's underneath.

Some people call me crazy. Insane. Mental.

I like to think of it more like... like curious.

I also crave death.

I think it'd be nice to see what death brings.

At least I did.

I did before I met Phil.

Now, though, Phil makes me want to live.

So I could be with him.

So I can love him.

So he can love me.

It's funny how people change you.

Because, now, all I want for the least is to be okay.

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