Please Don't Go

Not Normal // Chapter 13

Phil's POV

*trigger warning*

"Dan, do you want dinner?" I yelled to Dan from the kitchen, where I had cooked fish tacos.

"No thanks," Dan said back. Dan hadn't eaten all day. I was not going to let Dan get an eating disorder because some people are damn homophobes. I walked into the living room, where Dan was sat at his computer, researching something, as he was completely focused with his tongue poking out of his mouth ever so slightly.

"Dan, get up off your ass and come eat some goddamn food," I said angrily, staring at Dan with likely glowing eyes.

"Wha-" Dan said as I shut his computer and threw it to the other side of the sofa.

"I know what you're playing at. You aren't eating because you think that you're overweight. I've been where you are, Dan, and you are not, you are NOT by any means overweight. Even if you were, you are still beautiful, and I will still love you no matter how you look. Okay? Now come eat some food," I said. Dan sat with a tear running down his cheek, slowly nodding his head.

"Dan," I said sharply, watching him stare off into the distance and shake his head 'no'. He didn't look at me once. "Get the hell up. Right now." He still didn't look at me. I picked him up. It was a little difficult since he's taller than me, but I managed. I was not going to let Dan get an eating disorder.

"Phil! What the hell are you doing!" Dan yelled, thrashing slightly in my grasp.

"I'm making you eat food!" I yelled back.

"Put me down! I'm fat and the last damn thing I need is food! Bloody hell! What don't you get about 'I'm damn fat and eating will only make it worse'?!" Dan screamed, thrashing completely now.

"Dan! You aren't fat! You are beautiful!" I screamed, holding him tighter.

We went back and forth like this for a while -- at least 45 minutes, the tacos had surely needed to be heated up by now -- before Dan finally gave up. He went limp and stopped yelling. His eyes were still open and very awake, but there was no more thrashing and screaming. I set him down on a chair and heated up some tacos, put them on a plate and fed them to him. He accepted them, crying all the way through. 

Once he was finished eating, I ate quickly and joined him on the sofa.

"Dan?" I said quietly, looking over at his eyes. His eyes weren't their normal milky looking selves; they were solid and dull. He looked into my eyes, and I noticed the solid eyes melt.

"Yeah?" Dan asked as if nothing had happened.

"We really need to talk," I said, taking his hand and rubbing circles into his palm. He seemed to relax.

"I know. I just wanna say that I'm sorry for how I acted earlier. I was being a complete bitch, and I'm sorry," Dan apologized, the chocolate on his eyes swirling.

"I accept your apology. We're still going to have to talk, though," I responded, standing up. I really just can't deal with this right now.

"I love you," he cried out as I walked to my room.

I ignored him and continued walking as if he'd said nothing.

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I want to update this more but I don't think anyone even reads this anymore lolzaur

Anyways unedited and I hope to update again soon but I have LUCKY CHARMS OH HELL YEAH so idk

Ily all soooo much and thx for nearly 200 reads like that's fabooooooo

Anyways I'm going to go now because exams

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