Please Don't Go

Phil...? // Chapter 17

Trigger warning I guess I don't know but mentions of self harm and eating disorders so I'll just put this out there.

"So... Tuxes?" I asked quietly.

"Yeah," Phil said, typing something down on his laptop.

"Are you alright, Phil?"

"Yeah, I'm just tired," Phil replied, well, sleepily.

"You should sleep, then. C'mon, I'll take you to bed," I stood up, holding out my hand.

"I'm not tired like that, Dan," Phil swatted my hand away. My expression right now was probably a mix of hurt and confused. 

"What are you tired of, Phil?" I asked quietly, sitting back down. Phil just shook his head dismissively (sorry i cant spell).

"Phil," I said sternly.

"Do you want to hear it so bad? Fine! I'm so damn tired of you!" Phil shouted, standing up. "Im so tired of your whining and your crying and all of your damn problems and how it's always all about you! Have you ever considered what I'm feeling?! God, do you even give me a second thought in all of your vanity?!"

"Phil, I think-" I started before Phil cut me off.

"It isn't about what you think, Dan! Don't you bloody get it! It's not all about you! You with your self harm; did you ever think about what I had done to myself?!" Phil shoved his sleeve up to show an abundance of cuts. "When you didn't eat, who else did you think was starving?! I've had an on and off eating disorder for years! You're so selfish, Dan, so so damn selfish!" Phil screamed at the top of his lungs.

"Phil!"

"No, Dan, its my turn! When you were having nightmares, I was always just there, right?! Right?! Did you ever think of what I was going through?! Guess what Dan?! You aren't the only damn person in this relationship!"

"Phil!"

"What the hell now, Dan!"

"I love you."

Phil didn't say anything as he just walked away.

//

Oh boy oh boy a cliffhanger

Are you even ready for this

Gotta mcr though

Byeeeeee!
~[•×•]~ phanmember101