My Neighbor Is Vampire

Chapter 21: Choose One

I really feel na merong changes sa lifestyle ko, sa pakikitungo ko kay Brandon..

Sobrang careful ko kumilos dahil syempre ayokong magkaron sya ng kasalanan nang dahil sakin, i mean, once na magkasugat ako at may dugo, sa ayaw at sa gusto nya may possibility na masaktan nya ko. Hindi niya yun mapipigilan.

I don't know why i accept him by being one of the species i hated the most..

And my understanding became more broaden, and im trying to understand his situation...

But one thing really bothering me..

There's having a competition inside my heart and my mind. Who of the two i like the most? Or i mean, i really love? Is it Brandon now? or still Draven? or tie?

I don't know...

"Chloe?" Keena called me.

"Are you okay?" Jamille asked.

I nodded.

"eh bakit parang kanina pa ang lalim nang iniisip mo? May problema ba?" Jamille said.

I'm sorry Keena and Jamille but i can't tell you about my problem because i know you can't understand about it..

But i can tell them what i feel about Brandon and Draven..

"Uhm, I'm just confuse.. I like Draven, but i like Brandon too.. It's really complicated.."

"Uh.. Oh.." they said. "You have the same feelings to them? mahirap yan." Keena said.

Tama. Mahirap talaga..

"Nung una siguradong sigurado akong si Draven lang, pero ngayon ewan ko ba.."

"Tskk, mahirap lalo yan Chloe, dahil sa nakikita namin, pareho silang Umaasa." Jamille said..

Ayoko silang masaktan pareho, pero parang hindi yun maiiwasan..

"Ano nang gagawin ko?"

"You really need to choose." Keena said..

"I can't.."

Because i can't loose Draven.. And of course i can't leave Brandon now.. He needs me and i know na iisipin nun dahil sa pagiging Vampire nya kaya ko siya iiwan. 

"Ano bang nararamdaman mo kay Draven?" Jamille asked..

"More than what i feel when i love Zach before.." i answered.

"And what you feel to Brandon?" Keena asked..

"He needs me, he need someone to be with him and to make him feel so happy.. And.. I don't know.."

They 're looking with each other..

"Chloe, maybe you think na gusto mo sila pareho but the Truth is, Draven is the one who owned your heart and naaawa ka lang kay Brandon.." Keena said,

"Yep, chloe, you need to think about that too. There's a difference between someone you love and someone you just like. You love Draven, and he's the one na nandyan sa puso mo, while you just Like brandon because that's what your mind saying.." jamille added..

Tama ba sila?

Naguguluhan nako..

"I want to make it balance." I said.

"That's not advisable Chloe. You need to choose who are the one you will place to your heart and who are the one will stay as your good friend." Keena said..

Gosh! i need more time to think about that.. :(((

I can't loose them both.. :((

"What if i can't? what if i want them both?" I asked..