My Life On Paper

Fall Into Hell

You never know how strong you are

Until being strong is your only choice

When you finally break

And your world becomes dull

When you finally snap

And your senses are numbed

Your only choice is to be strong

Or you'll fall into oblivion

You'll fall into Hell.

Sometimes you can't tell anyone how you feel

Not because you don't trust them

Not because you're scared

But because you don't have the words

To describe this feeling

This wonderfully terrible feeling

And this is where you could fall

In a place without time and space

You could fall into oblivion

You could fall into Hell

When nothing seems right

And you feel like giving up

You try to take a step back

To see life from a different perspective

From a different point of view

But it's hard when your vision is cloudy

It's hard when your glasses are foggy

You try to fight through it all

But you are desperate to give up

To fall into oblivion

To fall into Hell.

Even though falling is easy

Even though it would be a relief

You still keep fighting

To see another day

So you lift your head up

And stand up straight

You plaster on a smile

And lie through your teeth

You know if you stop now

You know if you give up

You'll fall into oblivion

You'll fall into Hell

Soon you start to believe

Your own facade

Your own lies

The smile you faked

Becomes real

A fire in your eyes ignites

Your world becomes vivid

Your senses become lucid

You no longer feel like falling

Into oblivion

Into Hell

You start to feel like flying

Like soaring high in a cloud

You WANT to sing

You WANT to dance

So you enjoy every moment

You don't take anything for granted

You find happiness in little things

Like a favorite song

Like a favorite shirt

You will never fall into oblivion

You will never fall into Hell.