grey days // donny pangilinan

Twelve

Sofia's POV

After we dropped Donny at the airport, the Pangilinans also brought me home safe. My eyes are still red from all the crying.

"Anak, are you okay?" Mom asked while hugging me.

"I'm good." shrugging, "I'm just tired." I said wiping a tear away.

I went upstairs to get myself ready for bed, I didn't eat. I'm not in the mood to eat.

I lay myself on my bed and all I can think of is what happened. Here we go again, leaving is the hardest.

I remember the time I met Luis, he's beautiful. Inside and out. He brought butterflies inside me, rainbows and unusual things are everywhere when I see him. He is my sunshine. He is everything to me. I can still remember the words he say and his voice is fugging gorgeous.

"I love you Sofia, you are everything and we'll face these people together." he said while he's cupping my face.

Damn. Bakit naman ako naniwala sa taong yun? He left without saying goodbye. I thought we're going to face the world together. He's a piece of shit. Pinaniwala niya ako sa wala. Paasa kumbaga.

I remember the time when I went to his house after I knew he's leaving. When I arrived there, no one's home.

I cried outside like a stupid person while the rain is pouring. Diba? Perfect timing yung ulan.

I thought the butterflies inside will keep me alive, but it was the one killing me. I feel so wreck after that happened.

I keep myself inside my room for few days, the four corners has been my best friends since then. He left me without saying goodbye. He should've promised anything. If he knows that he can't do it, mabuti pang hindi niya na lang ginawa.

I can feel the tears pouring, I took my phone. I watched my pictures with Donny, those fun times with him, even the times when we didn't talk to each other, the closeness we had is unforgettable. His selfies that he sent late at night when we talk, and the polaroid photos we took when we go out late at night.

Donny left me, but he's different. His timing is always good. He knew that he's my best friend and he knew I will be hurt if he leaves. But he finds a way na magiging okay yung pagkasabi niya na aalis siya and I appreciate his effort.

I was up till 3am, because I couldn't sleep. This long distance friendship hurts.

Natatawa din ako minsan, kala mo naman kung girlfriend ako ni Donny. Hindi naman, best friends kami that's all period.

My actions are parang ako yung girlfriend pero hindi naman. People say na ako daw yung girlfriend ni Donny, but actually I'm not. I'm also not pretending. I'm okay with being friends with him.

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