The One That ♡ Couldn't Love (GasterSansXOC)

◆Fallen Angel♢

     I love you too'

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     Lucy's internal alarm awoke her before the sun arose. She opened her eyes slowly, taking in the realization of what she had planned to do.

     After a few moments in silence, she got up and made the bed. It looked as if she had never been there. Pleased with her work, she climbed down the metal ladder and quickly stripped bare.

     She stood naked and cold in the warm room. 'I've been spoiled.... I'll be lucky if I survive the cold long enough to reach a desolate area...' She thought as she mentally prepared herself for her journey.

     She folded the borrowed clothes and placed them neatly on the bottom bunk before heading to the bathroom.

     She brushed her hair and washed her face. It didn't matter, but she felt it might be nice to look pretty for the deed she was soon to commit.

     She stared into the mirror at herself. Her skin was still pale as snow, but it didn't look as sickly. Her scars were there, but they almost looked beautiful instead of disgusting. Her bruises were healing and her cuts were bandaged. She blushed at the thought of the kind monster having done all of that. Even if he did have to see more of her body than she would have liked.

     She sighed and ran her frail fingers through her long, golden hair. Having been washed and brushed, it looked so beautiful as it shimmered in the faint light of the nightlight.

     The girl smiled, amused that she could barely reconise herself. She looked and felt more like her age, despite her super short stature and very tiny, skiny and bony body. She knew the only way to really tell she wasn't a little kid was that she had curves. That was it. Even her chest was almost flat. It left her slightly emmbarrased to be so small, when she knew she wasn't a child. All in all she knew she had a very different body from every other girl her age.

      She blushed, having suddendly remembered the skeleton man had seen her tiny body, and quickly covered herself as best she could with her hair.

     'G...'

     Lucy gently placed her hand over her heart. She blushed as it fluttered and ached at the thought of the tall, handsome monster. She sighed knowing that she had indeed fallen for him. She barely knew him, yet he gave her things no one ever could. He made her feel safe, secure and happy. No one else could have ever, done that. 'So how could he?' She questioned herself.

      She shook her head took a deep and shaky breath. She was really dreading this. She wanted with all her heart to stay with the sweet skeleton, but she knew if she stayed, greater tragedy would occur.

     'Just get it over with before he wakes up.' She told herself as she left the bathroom. She felt akward walking around stark-naked, she felt so vulnerable and defenseless. After all that's happened to her, she felt like she was defiling herself. Unveiled for the eyes of whoever wanted her, open for a quick take and then to be tossed out like trash and forgotten.

     'Like so many times before' She thought with a shiver.

     She wrapped her arms around herself and cautiously and quietly left the guest room. 'At least it's dark.' She told herself as she stepped into the shadowy hall. She took one final look towards G's door. She took a deep, shaky breath and blew a kiss for him.

     'I'm sorry G... you're my hero... and yet I'm doing this to you... I... I hope you aren't very attached to me, and that you will forget me quickly.... I-I... .. Goodbye... and thank you..." She whispered the last part before wiping away tears and ducking into the living room then silently slipping through the shadows to the front door.