"Everyone deserve to be loved, to be cared for, to be important to someone, to be someone's obsession, to be looked at with tenderness. Why not me?" You wonder on your way home.
You cross one hardship yet another is waiting on your door. You come home as you make it through the day despite the distress, despite the strong desire to collapse. You look in the mirror and you see the scary demons ready to attack you as the night comes in, emptiness ready to engulf you, your heart beat raising, eyes stinging, threatening to let the storm of emotions come rolling down your lashes and destroy everything like strong tides destroy the gentle flowers grown on a sea shore.
Your mind ready to weaken your strength and drown you in a tempting valley of sadness where every swoosh of wind hurt your wounds which you managed to hide, open the closed doors of past, close the opened doors of future. You struggle to fight with your demons, with your own scary thoughts.
You take a deep breath, shut your eyes, gulp the sour lump down your throat, opening your eyes you whisper, "I made it! I'm getting better, things will fall into place like a jigsaw puzzle. I can do this. I'm not gonna let my demons take over me".
With a smile on your gentle lips and storms in your innocent eyes you fall asleep keeping the small seed of hope alive in your heart, letting it grow and blossom so that you don't fall apart.
You always pick yourself up somehow, no matter how harsh the day was, no matter how much people out there crushed you.
Why?
Because baby you are a Survivor!! ♡
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To all the beautiful brave soldiers out there who never lose hope :)
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Chaotic Mess.
Poetry"I can't understand the chaos within me," She whispers finally letting the tears roll down, crumbled in her room, curled up in a ball, gasping for breath as she tries to hold herself, as she begs her heart to stop hurting so much. A collection of pr...
