"Suddenly I feel extremely tired as if every shard of my heart stopped hurting. I feel numb. It's a feeling when I've had enough and my heart can't feel that pain anymore, eyes can't shed tears anymore, I no longer know what exactly is wrong with me. I'm not sad, not happy either and I just sit there feeling nothing.
Even in numbness that darkness still linger around me, it is still there.
That heaviness of my chest still hitch my throat, it is still there.
All the tears I sucked inside are still waiting to roll down. I stare at the wall all blankly feeling empty.
And this numbness terrifies me, it give shivers to my body because I know when sadness will engulf me in its arms, when the pain will come back after this phase of nothingness it will be heart wrenking, soul tearing misery and it will tear me apart."
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Poetry"I can't understand the chaos within me," She whispers finally letting the tears roll down, crumbled in her room, curled up in a ball, gasping for breath as she tries to hold herself, as she begs her heart to stop hurting so much. A collection of pr...
