I'm sinking deeper and deeper,
In this burning water of fears.
No I don't know what I'm thinking anymore and why.
Yes I feel scared and lost.
I beg my feelings to not die.
I don't want to let my hopes down.
What if things won't go my way?
I will lose it all.
You understand, you say.
I hate it when I can't do something and it makes me lose my sanity.
How these monsters snatch away my sleep.
I search for calmity.
My peace vanishes away.
I see nightmares of me falling down a cliff with open eyes.
I will get better, I think I may.
I cry sometimes, my body shake.
Yes I'm afraid of the judgements.
I dread the thoughts of failing.
Paintings of sadness I make.
My heart picks up speed as my mind wanders in the valley of worst possibilities.
My eyes are wide open and I lay there staring at the ceiling.
I forget that I'm breathing.
Its like I'm trapped in the cage of Anxiety and I can't do anything to set myself free.
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To people suffering from anxiety. Stay Strong! :)
Dedicated to
sparklesNcharm . ♡
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