"Perhaps someday I'll forget you but today just let me drown in my agony, I'm so tired my love, I can't swim.
I see you everywhere as if you are surrounding me yet my eyes can't witness you. I keep fighting with your memories. They have all the syllables of the words you uttered when I had you. Perhaps someday I'll win but today just let the memories kill me.
My heart is racing, I'm stuck in this imaginary world. I kind of hate myself for wanting you, missing you so much even though you are my destruction. Perhaps someday I'll move on but today just let me hate myself.
In my eyes your image is still clear, I hear the fascinating sound of your laugh, I feel the ghost of your touch on my cheek from the time you wiped my tears. I never stopped searching for you. Perhaps someday I'll find peace without you but today just let me be restless.
"Perhaps someday I'll forget you but today just let me drown in my agony, I'm so tired my love, I can't swim."
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Chaotic Mess.
Poetry"I can't understand the chaos within me," She whispers finally letting the tears roll down, crumbled in her room, curled up in a ball, gasping for breath as she tries to hold herself, as she begs her heart to stop hurting so much. A collection of pr...
