For Better, Or For Worse? // Completed✔︎

Chapter 4:

"I don't think Savannah will live because of all the lose of blood to her head... I'm so sorry.."

I watched his face in terror, as tears ran down from my eyes, faster than they ever have. Getting up, I ran out of the hospital and headed straight to the park. 

A very long journey, but no one should be at the park, so it will be peace and quiet.

I continued running as fast as I could, trying not to think about my best friend dying because of me. Trees, cars, and trashcans flew past me. I was trying to run as fast as I possibly could. Finally, I got to the park. Rushing over to my favorite bench, I sat down.

My best friend is dying because of me...

I shook my hair, trying not to think about it.  Lifting my head, I saw someone coming over to me. I took a closer look and saw it was Brendan.

"A new record. Now you are stalking me." I looked at the pond. It was sparkling in the moonlight. 

He sat down next to me, closer than usual, with his hands still in his pockets.

"I'm sorry about Savannah... I never really got to tell her how much I'm really sorry about what I did...."

"She is still alive, dumbass. You know, you could always go up to the hospital to see her."

"I know that, Aqua. I just knew you would probably be here. I wanted to be here for you."

I looked up at him. "If you wanted to be here for me SO bad, why weren't you here for me when my dad died." Angrily, I started walking back home. 

"Aqua. Please. I'm trying to be nice...." 

I turned my head and angrily looked at Brendan.

"Brendan. Please try to whoo another girl over because whooping me over? It's not working."

"How can I convince you Aqua?!?!!? I like you! I'm trying to be here for you."

He caught up with me and wrapped his arms around me. 

"What. The. Fuck. Brendan."

I tried to pull out of the hug, but he wouldn't let me. I raised my head and looked up at him in the moonlight.

He is kinda cute.... He isn't kinda cute... He is cute..

Trying to hold back the blush, I turned my head, looking away from him. My face started burning up, and I didn't know why.

Am I actually starting to like Brendan Marx?.... This isn't possible. But.. I can't kiss him.... Savannah... Remember Savannah...

I looked back up at him and saw his head leaning towards mine. He continued lowering his head, and before his lips touched mine, I stopped him by putting my hand in between us.

"Do you NOT want me to kiss you?...." He asked, as he took my hand and lowered it to my side.

"It feels wrong Brendan...." I broke free of his grip and ran home, barley looking behind me. 

****At Home****

I noticed my parent's car in the driveway. Quietly, I snuck inside, hoping they wouldn't notice me. Thankfully, they didn't see me. I ran upstairs and grabbed my phone out of my pocket. Sitting down on my bed, I started to go into "Text Messages". 

Oh.. I can't text Savannah... She is in the hospital...

I got up and grabbed my laptop off my desk. Opening it, I put in my password and opened Skype. I logged into Skype, and went into my contacts. 

I sure hope Maya is on... I haven't talked to her in forever!

I noticed she is was online and messaged her.

Aqua: HEYYY BISHHHHH

Maya: Aye. 

Aqua: Should I call? 

Maya: Can't. At grandmas' house.

Aqua: Oh. Ok. Can you still message on here tho?

Maya: Yeah. I might be able to call you in a little while because I'm leaving their house soon.

Aqua: Ok :p

Maya: So, how's school?

Aqua: ok I guess. It's just this huge fuck-boy is hitting on me.

Maya: Ohhhh ok.

***After 10 minutes of NON STOP talking***

Maya: Hey, I'm back home :D

Aqua: How were you still on skype with me tho? o.o

Maya: I downloaded it on mah phone x'D

Aqua: Oh XD. Can I call now?

Maya: Ye.

****Ring****

Maya: AYEEEEEE.

Aqua: Heyyyyy xD

Maya: So, whats with all of this Fuck-Boy drama?

Aqua: Ok. Brendan. Biggest fuck-boy in school. I think I like him.

Maya: BOI -3- YOU CAN'T LIKE HIM. 

Aqua: -3- But he is so cute -3-

Maya: I don't give a shit, Aqua.

Aqua: And if u heard that I TOTALLY DIDNT JUST FART >->

Maya:  suuure...     suUUURREE  oh    do u fart    with the 81 year old ;)

Aqua: o..o  HE FARTED IN  CLASS, AND IT WAS SMELLY

Maya: X'DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD    what was his expression    what was yours X'DD?

Aqua: Me: o.O 

Him: -whistles- :3 Nothing to see here....

Maya:   X'DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD       you: O.O help me jesus i need a new tutor (^ Not trying to offend anyone by saying Jesus... I'm sorry if it offends you D: )

Aqua: X'DDDDDDDDDDD

Maya: 

Him- :DDD hOWS YOUR DAY  you- well I smell a bitch  him- oHHH..

Aqua: x'D

Maya: 

 him:  you're not talking about your parents right?

 you: lmao nope

 i have a gr8 imagination

Aqua: xD Maya. We have to much fun together xDDD

Maya: Ikr XD I think it is dangerous..

Aqua: Yas. So dangerous. Ok, well I'm going to head to bed.

Maya: But it's so early DD:<

Aqua: I know. I just need sleep. Savannah might die really soon.

Maya: Oh O.O Ok, BAIIIII

****Maya hangs up****

"Welp." I picked up my black and white tuxedo kitten, Boots, and laid down on my bed with her. I let her go, and closed my eyes. After a minute or two of just relaxing, I felt something tiny and soft nudge against my hand. Opening my eyes, I saw it was Boots. I pulled her in closer and she laid down. 

"Night Boots...."

Boots purred in my ear, almost saying, "Goodnight to you too Aqua..."

Note From Leh Author:

Hey Guys :DDD Merry Little Christmas :DD Lots of love!

Wishing you guys love, peace, and happiness!

-Ana oxoxo