Kabanata 3
Umalis siya na nakangisi habang ako ay laglag pangang pinanood siyang lumalayo saakin. I saw his Lexus CT that was parked. Sumakay siya doon pero bago siya pumasok ay nakita ko ang kanyang ngising makahulugan.
How did I enter this? Because of my mom's sick? Our financial crisis? Because I am not skilled with this life? No, damn! That's not enough reason to enter this work! How about my mother's reaction if she'll know this? The hell, I won't ever tell this to her.
I wanted to breach my contract. But I don't know him. What if he would file a case? But the work he offered is illegal. But I signed the contract, that means I agreed on his offer and it wasn't illegal at all now! Damn, anong ginagawa ko?
I know, I was wrong. Akala ko'y matigas na ang pagkumbinsi ko sa sarili ko na hindi pipirmahan ang kontratang iyon dahil lang sa bugso ng damdamin ko. But he's skilled and I can't resist his touch.
Hanggang ngayon ay ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin ang mga halik at haplos niya saakin. Damn!
However, I will talk to him if he can minus the contract's year? 2 years are too long for me. What if I'd find a boyfriend? Okay, I shouldn't think of that because of my situation right now. But what if, right? Of course, there will be a man that I will meet. What if he would find out my work? Letting other man to touch me? That's humiliating, of course.
Siguro nama'y maiintindihan niya 'di ba? Okay, I admit, Reagan is like a strick hot prince. An adroit man to dictate and you can't control him by just a word. Lalo na 'yung kulay abo niyang mata. That makes me shiver as I look at his firing eyes.
Kumain ako pero ang gutom ko kanina'y nawala na. I want to chide on him because I'm now lazy to eat. I feed myself of dizzying thoughts. Nakakainis naman! I'll just take this out. Sayang naman kung iiwan ko.
Sumakay na ako sa tricycle. Medyo malayo kasi ang apartment namin nila mama. Mura lang ang renta namin and that place was suffocating. I wonder if my mom doesn't feel misery about our place now.
"Oh nand'yan ka na pala, Harmony." Ani ate Roda, 'yung landlady namin.
"Opo. Sinilip niyo po ba si Mommy?"
"Oo hija. And kapatid mo'y hindi umalis sa kwarto ninyo."
Tumango ako at dumiretso na sa aming kwarto. The apartment isn't big nor small. It's normal the size for the three of us. Well, unlike before, we had our own rooms and not being braggart but my old room was triple in size compared to our room now. It's true, world's like a rolling roulette. Once you're on top, there's always a time that you'll go down and steps with the ground and be one of the mud.
Hinawakan ko ang taling nagsisilbing hilahan ng aming pinto. There's no doorknob on our door. 'Yung tali lang talaga.
"Ate! You're here!" Masayang sinabi ng kapatid kong lalaki.
Luise is just a ten year old boy. He needs to play and experience the wealth I had experienced before. Pero wala, e. Even his studies in a private school needed to stop. Mabait naman ang kapatid ko and he's the first who insisted that he'd just transfer. Hindi naman kasi pinalaking brat itong si Luise.
"Good afternoon, Mommy! Luise!" I acted like it was normal like before.
"What is this, ate?" Turo ni Luise sa dala kong supot.
"A food,"
"Can I eat it?"
"Lu, that's for your ate." Bawal ni Mommy.
Ngumiti ako sa nakabusangot na si Luise. I know this boy is hungry. Ganon naman kasi kami dati. But now, I need to adjust. Kung kailangan kong kumain ng isang beses sa isang araw lang ay gagawin ko. It doesn't matter to me.
BINABASA MO ANG
Pleasure Him (Good Pleasure Series #1) (COMPLETED)
General FictionThis is just a pleasure. Pure lust and sex. That's it. No strings attached. Just pure lust and desire with each other.