Pleasure Him (Good Pleasure Series #1) (COMPLETED)

Kabanata 20

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Kabanata 20

"Gian..." I said when he already reached my place.

Kinagat ko ang aking labi. I'm determined to do it. To stop him from doing things that's impossible to happen. I'd rather choose to hurt him now, by stopping him, than to hurt him more in the future. Ayoko siyang paasahin.

Besides, Gian is my friend. He's a very, very good friend, though. He never treated me as some cheap woman. Naging mabuti siyang kaibigan. He even treated me as his younger sister. Inakala ko nga noon na babaeng kapatid lang ang turing niya saakin.

I pointed the chair for him to take a seat before I proceed on what I'm supposed to tell him.

Guilt ran through every narrow corner of my veins when I saw his sweet smile and adoring eyes. How can I stop him by not hurting him, by the way? Wherein we can still be friends and forget all the pains that I will give him today. But I hope I can't cause a very painful one.

Lunes ngayon. I have my morning shift but I took this day as a day-off.

"Hindi ka pumasok?" tanong niya. Umuupo.

"Hindi," I smiled too, just to wiped the premonition I'm feeling right now. "Gian, I need to tell you this..."

Mariin kong hinawakan ang table-napkin. Kinakabahan talaga ako. Hindi ko alam kong magagalit ba siya o ano. But I wish he won't take this as end of our friendship. That after this, we won't end up like strangers.

"Stop... j-just... don't say it for now, l-let's just eat first." malamig niyang saad.

Sa sinabi niya ay alam kong alam niya ang gusto kong sabihin. Besides, it's obvious on my facial gestures. Yeah, Gian, I'm ending this delusion right now.

May lumapit na waiter saamin. Agad akong nagsabi ng pagkain ko at ganoon rin ang ginawa niya. Hindi ako makatingin sa kanya ng diretso. I'm getting my right position, my right timing, and my right way in doing my plan.

About this, I told Reagan about this. I don't know why I feel I need to tell this to him but I think he's one of the reason why I'm doing this now. Alam ko. I'm feeling something to him now. Pero takot ako. Takot na takot.

Falling for a man like him is like putting myself in a peril. This would be my downfall, my demise, and my destruction if I'll let myself falling for him. There is no possible way that he'll fall for me. Malabo iyong mangyari dahil isa siyang playboy.

Hindi ko man iyon saksi, alam ko. The way he mingles with girls is showing expertness. He can handle girls and manipulate them in just doing nothing.

Kung hindi ko pipigilan ang sarili kong mahulog sa kanya ay siguradong babagsak ako. I will fall to a land full of torn and it will be my end. Kaya as long as I can fight. I will fight.

Dumating ang order namin. Nagsimula kaming kumain na walang imikan. Silence filled my ears. Para akong nabibingi sa katahimikang bumabalot saamin ngayon. But I'm sure after this silence, I will cry.

"Where were you last Sunday? You weren't in your apartment." he broke the silence.

Nanlaki ang mata ko dahil sa kanyang sinabi. Paano niya nalaman?

"I told you that last time we met. Meron akong part-time job no'ng Sunday."

"Oh, I forgot," he smiled awkwardly and scratched his neck. "But you didn't go home? Is that an overnight work?"