Pleasure Him (Good Pleasure Series #1) (COMPLETED)

Kabanata 24

Kabanata 24

Napakabilis ng tibok ng aking puso habang palapit na kami sa apartment namin. I can't do anything but to watch the cars we're passing through. The sky was mixed of orange and obscurity sign that night will arrive soon.

Hindi ako nagsalita. I don't want to do anything because I may say a words that's not my will. Kasi, hindi ko alam ang totoo. If he really likes me, then what is the real thing on-going between him and Lovi? Why his sister told Lovi that Reagan was her boyfriend?

Pinaglalaruan niya lang ba ako? Because, damn, if really is only playing, please just search for others and not me. Because I have already in the depths of the hell, and I don't want to suffer again. Suffer in a different manner. But the pain would give Reagan to me will cause me to death. He will be the cause of my death.

Matapos niyang isuot ang kwintas ay nagyaya na akong umuwi. Gusto kong tanggalin ang kwintas na ibinigay niya saakin. Why did I let him give this to me? If he needs me only to warm his bed, then he shouldn't have to tell this to me.

"I will fetch you later, alright?" tanong niya bigla.

"O-okay..."

Hindi ko man lang siya mataponan ng tingin. Damn, ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko. I can't determine if it was a normal way of beating. I wonder what did he do to me why I'm on like this.

He likes me... He said it with my two frigging ears. I wasn't hallucinating, it was a true image. Him, telling that he likes me is the best felling I have felt. I've never felt this felicity. But do I need to believe him? I don't need to! I don't want to believe him because first of all he doesn't tell the truth! I am confused on what is the fact in his life.

Kung maniniwala ako, may posibilidad na sasaktan niya lang ako. Reagan would probably controlled by his desires on me. Maybe he's also confused if what was he really felt on me. If love or lust.

Nakarating kami sa apartment and I was shocked when he also went out from his car. I looked at him with 'What are you doing look' but he didn't respond in a verbal way, instead he only showed up his smirk.

"It's already five..." I told him, telling that he needs to go home.

"I will just see how's Tita."

"She's fine, you don't need to see her."

"Uh-huh... why you still so rude on me? Even though I've told you that I like you. Hmm?" aniya atsaka lumapit saakin.

Ayan na naman! Pinaalala na naman niya ang mga salitang binitawan niya kani-kanina lang na dahilan ng aking puso para tumibok ng walang humpay. I hate it halfheartedly. It's either he's saying the truth or he's just being too confused.

"Ilan na ba kaming sinabihan mo n'yan?" tanong ko.

Siguro'y nasabi na rin niya ito kay Lovi. Or he already said that he loves her. Oh, hearing that thought in my mind makes me want to vomit. It so cheesy, though. Well, it was not totally cheesy, I'm just being bitter to be honest.

He burst from laughter, "I don't tell that to others. Ikaw nga lang ang gusto ko."

Naramdaman ko ang init sa aking pisngi. Something on my stomach united. I don't know, it was like a butterfly moving agile and scruffy. I want to puke up this cheesy thing I'm feeling right now. It was just... odd. I didn't feel this thing on my past crushes. This is something new. Something undeniably, and it's something that they have called love.

But I don't want to fall on his trap. If he's just fooling around, then I should be prepared. I don't need this mess and if he has a plan to break my heart, I'd rather break his heart first. But how could I break his heart if he doesn't love me? I should stop whatever the trap he's trying to create for me.