Kabanata 23
Gano'n ang nangyari hanggang sa dumating ang pasokan. Reagan remained like... a very caring man. Well, I know he's doing that because he is that kind of man? I think.
And whatever is going on between him and Lovi, it's not my business to meddle with. I am not obliged to encroach their relationship or whatever is that. Maybe Lovi is one of his fuck buddies?
I don't want to think of the thing that can create a severe on my heart but I can't just evade my thoughts that easy. He's been running on my mind, always. My moment with him is really making me high. Pero pagnaiisip ko rin ang relasyon nila ni Lovi ay nagbabago lahat ng nararamdaman ko.
Linagyan ko ng lip balm ang aking labi para naman mabigyan ito ng kulay. I made my hair in a bun style and wore a white dress with a black thin belt on my waist. Nagsuot lang rin ako ng isang kulay cream na flats.
Tumayo ako at naglakad patungo kay Mama. I saw her massaging her forehead.
"Mom, what's wrong?" I asked. Worried.
She looked at me as she stopped massaging here forehead.
"Nothing, just continue preparing your things, it's your first day."
"Are you sure, Mom?"
"Yeah, honey."
Tumango ako at kinuha na ang bag ko na nakalagay sa isang upoan. I took a glance on my Mother once I had reached the door and caught her massaging her head again. My eyes diminished when I realized that she maybe felt something bad on her head? Or did she take her med on time?
"Lu, be fast! I don't want to be late on the first day!" I whined when I realized that he did not yet get out from the bathroom.
"Wait, Ate, it's still early. I bet your classmates won't be like you. They probably lazy on this day!"
"Just be fast!"
"Alright!"
I walked toward the dining table and sat on a chair. I watched the clock tick-tocking and every moment I always take a glance on the bathroom. Bakit ba kasi ang tagal maligo ng isang 'to? Maybe I'm just so excited on this day because it's my first day. I missed schooling.
I opened my Facebook account just to kill this excitement and for waiting to Luise. The first post that I've seen is the post of Gian. From that night, he didn't bother to approach me nor sending me some texts. Siguro'y talagang nasaktan siya sa ginawa ko. And I know it's his way for forgetting me.
Ang nasa post niya ay isang larawan ng Eiffel Tower, with a black and white filter. Wala siya doon, he just posted the beautiful Tower. Ngayon ko lang nakita na nagpost siya. I missed him, though. He's still my friend and I didn't want this to happen.
I clicked his name to visit his Facebook account. I've seen that he's just now active. I attempted to click the message button but in the end I did not. Gusto kong bigyan siya ng oras. Alam ko naman na masakit ang ginawa ko. But I know it was the right thing to do. To take long the delusion is the worse. I know, one day he'll thank me for doing that because he'd find his own girl that is really deserves him.
One notification popped and it says that: Charles Versious De Montesilva sent you a friend request.
Kumunot ang noo ko dahil sa nakitang pangalan sa friend request ko. This is the guy in the bar, right? The cousin of Reagan?
I clicked his profile and scanned what he's all about. I saw pictures from a very high event and I think it's his family's party. Maraming nakapost na larawan and I traced all the photos to see if there is a Reagan there.
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