Pleasure Him (Good Pleasure Series #1) (COMPLETED)

Kabanata 30

Kabanata 30

Torment slowly enwrapping my soul when I am walking away from Reagan. As the zephyrs hit my whole existence. Gusto kong bumalik sa kanya. I wanted just end this agony but how could I do that? How can I act as if there is no problem? Whenever narrow corner of it, you can never change the fact that when I enter to his life, sakit at masamang tingin ng mga tao lang ang maipupukol nila saakin.

The girl that is only fit to him is the girl parallel to the wealthiness they are having. And Lovi is the one who has that kind of life.

I wiped the tears came out from my indefatigable eyes. Bakit ba ganito ang nangyayari? I never planned this. I hadn't planned to love Reagan. I was with the money and only the money before. I thought that lust is only I was feeling. Ang nakakainis lang ay hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko. I didn't notice that I have already fallen for Reagan.

"Harmony!" boses ni Reagan ang narinig kong tumawag saakin.

Hindi ako lumingon. Ayokong lumingon. Instead of walking, I half-run just to get away from him. Ayoko pang umuwi. I don't want my Mother see this kind of bloodshot eyes.

Ngunit ang galaw ko ay hindi sapat dahil naramdaman ko na ang mainit niyang kamay na pumulupot sa aking palapulsuhan. The excitement filled me again. The beats of my heart get faster and faster until I can't even breathe normally.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

I pulled my hand but his grasp is so tight. Naglalakad pa rin ako at hindi ko na magawang tumakbo dahil sa pagkakahawak niya sa kamay ko.

"Bitaw, Reagan!"

"Why? What happened?"

"Leave me alone," I whispered enough for him to hear.

Tumigil siya sa paglalakad. Napahinto rin ako dahil sa hawak niya ang aking kamay. Tumingin ako sa kanya. His eyes were bloodshot now. I can see how fast his chest getting up and down.

Umiling siya, "I don't understand... I really don't."

"Umalis ka sa buhay ko. Iyon lang ang inihingi ko, Reagan. Ga'no ba kahirap intindihin 'yon?"

"Why are you pushing me away, Harmony?! If this is about me getting married-"

"This is not only about your fucking marriage, Reagan! Ayokong pumasok sa buhay mo! There are people who'll judge me!" sigaw ko.

Kakaunti lang ang tao dito sa hallway na dinaanan ko. Napansin ko rin ang simbolo ng Music Room kaya alam kong walang taong maiisturbo ng pag-aaway namin.

"You don't want to enter my fucking life but I want to enter yours, Harmony! How I wish I can do that with your bellwether."

Sumikip ng husto ang aking puso. Para na itong mabibiyak. I don't want his lies but I can't do anything but to stare at his very pained eyes. Hindi ko alam kung totoo ba ang mga pinapakita niya.

"Stop with your lies, Reagan, can you?"

"Damn, baby, I am not lying!"

Kinagat ko ang aking labi. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko na alam kung sino ba dapat ang paniniwalaan ko.

"I heard Lovi..." I declared.

Nakita ko ang pagkabigla niya. Umiwas ako ng tingin dahil hindi ko kayang magtagal ng titig sa kanya. He's too handsome that can make my knees tremble.

"I heard it from her. You proposed to her!"

Nanlaki ang kanyang mga mata.

"What?! I didn't do that! I have never proposed to her, Harmony!"