Pleasure Him (Good Pleasure Series #1) (COMPLETED)

Kabanata 40

Kabanata 40

I stood up even though my knees were just like jelly. It trembles big time that I almost got out balance. Napakabilis ng tibok ng aking puso. Para na itong sasabog.

It's like my heart surrounded with torn. Napakasakit na at mistulang hindi na ako makahinga.

I immediately went outside and swiftly went to the fire exit. Some waiters looked at me with so much pity. I know my look now was all over mess. I'm a walking mess right now. I didn't arrange myself before sneaking out of the washroom.

I ran fast as I could. I even stepped in my gown and I almost crashed into the ground. While I was running many thoughts clouding in my mind. Sakit dahil sa mga rebelasyong nalaman ko. Why I should suffer this kind of pain? Weren't those past years enough? I was in pain before I met Reagan and when he came, I prayed that he will be the person who can put me out on this sinister.

I thought he'll be the person can help me. Pero sino ba kasi ang tanga at nahulog sa kanya? I didn't want to fall for him but I didn't notice myself go into that. No'ng una palang ay alam ko na, we'll never be together. He's on top and I'm in mud. How could we be possible?

I went out without any body noticed me except with the waiters, of course. I hope Reagan wouldn't know this. I want to be in peace.

Pinahid ko ang luhang lumalabas mula sa aking mga mata. I looked so vulnerable. Naawa na nga ako sa aking sarili!

My sight was kind of blurry but when my sight drifted to a guy that wearing a tuxedo in front of me. I was shocked because he's maybe Reagan. I closed my eyes in order for my tears to roll down and when I saw the features of Charles, my breathing get stable a bit.

"What happened, Harmony?!" he asked worryingly.

"It's a long story, Charles."

"What did they do to you?!"

"God! Don't interrogate me at this moment! I want to get away from this place!" I hissed.

Tumakbo ako ngunit nabigla ako dahil hinila niya ako palapit sa kanyang Silverado. He opened the front seat and pushed me inside.

I watched him walk around to go to his seat. He opened the driver's seat and before he starts the engine, he looked at me seriously.

"Do Reagan know this?" he asked me.

I shook my head. I don't want him to know all these things. I know he might fell guilty again. I don't want his pity, I need his love but I think he really did not. He was just guilty over what happened years ago.

"I have no plan for telling him!"

"What? You'll leave him without a remark? I mean, you'll just leave just like a fading bubble?" he asked me.

"Yes. I don't have any reason for telling this. Besides, I have an excuse of this because my Mother needs to be cured abroad!"

"I will tell him." he acted that he'll get his phone from his pocket but I immediately stopped him.

"Don't. P-please, Charles. I call for your help hoping that you will be at my side. Don't tell Reagan about this..."

Huminga siya ng malalim atsaka tumango. He started the engine and drove. My heart's pounding on my chest just like it wants to get our from my body. I looked at the window and held my chest that is hurting so much.

"I call my secretary, she book you a three plane tickets to Canada. And you're scheduled flight is tomorrow's night." Charles declared with his eyes in the road.

My phone rang. I looked at it and the name of Reagan popped at the screen. I chewed my lower lip and turned off my phone. I don't know if I can run without him. I love him so much, and if this wasn't happening, leaving him was my last decision but life is complicated, it has too many trials that might test your capability as a human. World doesn't only to give a pleasure to its living organisms but also to give a test to each and everybody.