Kabanata 29

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Kabanata 29

"Hiwalay na kayo?" tanong saakin ni Kenya no'ng nakarating na ako sa kanila.

"We never been together,"

Kumunot ang kanilang noo. Maybe they're thinking that I am only denying it because we're over. It's my fault to tolerate their perspective on us. Sana ay no'ng una palang ay klinaro ko na ang kung ano kami talaga ni Reagan.

"Kawawa naman s'ya doon, Harmony." si Kenya.

"Don't mind him. He's not what you're thinking of him. Kung alam n'yo lang."

Nagmadali akong maglakad. Ayoko ng marinig pa ang mga tanong nila. I want to forget him as fast as I wanted but how could I if everywhere I go is his name I am hearing?

And damn, he's so pitiful in front of my friend and of course they think of me is a sadist woman that giving heartaches on their Prince Charming. But I don't care anymore. He's an asshole and that is so clear for me. Maybe people chose to be just blind in his attitudes because of his physical appearance. Because they're attracted on him. Hindi na nila nakikita ang maling nagagawa niya.

Natapos ang klase namin at nag-abang ako ng tricycle na pwedeng sakyan. The strange breeze of the nature conquests my skin. I want to unwind so I maybe go to some place here? I didn't roam all the places here. Kaya imbis na ituloy ko ang paghihintay ng tricycle ay pumasok ulit ako sa campus.

I walked sluggishly to observe all the corner of the campus. Naglakad ako sa soccer field and there are lots of students who are playing soccer and one of those is Dalton. When he saw me he waved his hands and winked as if it's cute.

All the girls who are cheering on him looked at me. With their scathing look, I stepped back when I felt the trepidation engulfed me. Dahil sa lalaking 'to ay maisasabak ata ako sa isang patayan. Bakit ako ang tinitignan nila ng masama? They should blame the flirtatious man on that field.

Nagpatuloy na lang ako sa paglalakad hanggang sa makarating ako sa mini-forest ng CEU. Maliwanag pa naman kaya okay lang na pumasok sa loob ng kagubatan. Besides, I've known from Kenya that some of the students were hanging-out here. And the school Administration elucidative that this place is safe.

The crisped of the leaves that I have stepped in makes my heart beats for excitement. Ngayon lang ako papasok dito ang probably excited for the thing I might see.

My eyes widened with amusement when I saw a water well. May balon sa kalagitnaan ng maliit na gubat? Really? And it seems like it's already found by students because it has some candy wrapper and a filter of a cigarette.

The water well is made up of archaic stones, like in some well in a historical dramas. I moved towards the well and saw the clear water of it. I spread my sight and noticed that it's not range by the janitors. But the nature I think conserve its beauty.

The brown and green leaves made the entire vicinity aesthetic. Ang malamig na hangin ay humahaplos sa aking katawan. Gusto kong manatili pa rito kahit isang oras pa ngunit magdidilim na.

I put out a coin from my pocket and closed my eyes. Formulating a wish that I have not yet wished.

"Forget my feelings for him..."

Sumikit ang aking dibdib sa aking sariling hiling. The matter why I don't like myself is that I can't already control my feelings. In my past relationships I didn't hurt like this. I cried but not the next day. Pero ito ay hindi pa kami pero nasasaktan na ako ng sobra-sobra.

I threw the coin and after that I turned my head and walked back to the gate. Nang dumaan na ako sa soccer field ay meron pa ring nagp-practice but some are taking their rest, isa na doon si Dalton.

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